_Staries_

童年

2011-11-18T17:49:00.000+08:00

說真的，我很討厭我的童年。。。。聽到我周圍的人都在說他們的童年怎麽怎麽的過，玩什麽遊戲和什麽玩具。我就開始在想，我的童年是怎麽過的？？應為我對我在6嵗前所發生的事都不記得。玩過什麽，有過什麽都不記得。這叫做選擇性的失意吧？

儘管我再怎麽的努力想，我還是記不得太多。只記得全部的記憶都是我媽帶我到不同的地方，用幾百种方法治療我的皮膚。我真正開始有記憶是我7嵗以後。被全班排斥應為我的皮膚病。或許就從那時候開始，我就習慣性的把所有情緒埋起來。應為在家裏以前爸媽都應為我吵架。爸爸以前很疼我，但不知道什麽開始，他不像以前那樣了。弟弟開始學會走路后，媽媽的注意力都在他那邊。我和姐姐她們關係也不是很好，所以在學校被人排擠和被取笑的事都沒能對任何人說。還記得有一次，身體不舒服我正在準備去學校。這時外婆來家裏找媽媽，她一進來坐下就說了一句“阿馨你是不是生病？”當時的我真的好想哭。應為一個媽媽每天都面對的人都看不出來我不舒服。媽媽還說了“你生病啊？就不要去學校啦。“那時的我真的真的很恨這個家。縂覺得我根本就不應該屬於這裡。

但現在不會了。應為體驗過了被所謂的好姐妹背叛和利用失去了最親的親人。我開始珍惜跟家人/親戚在一起的時間。

朋友也是。雖然沒有一直保持聯絡，但我還是很高興認識他們。在我最低落的時候都是他們陪我的。

特別的你。

2011-08-03T01:31:00.001+08:00

4月19號。是我們第一次認識對方﹐剛開始我還不理睬你應為心理還向著他。
但一聽到你唱起backstreet boys 的歌時﹐我就開始那麼一點點的注意你了。

4月23號這是我第一次正式注意到你應為你的紋身。

5月2號﹐我們一起出去吃飯。sakura international buffet.

5月6號﹐我和我的姐妹們一起去到那裡。也應該是第一次我們正式交談﹐我也跟你
要了號碼。過後你放工了我們就一起去吃宵夜。
你上taxi前還叫我take care. 也給了我一個goodbye kiss.我有點嚇倒。

5月8號﹐只有我們兩單獨的出去。在sakae sushi 吃晚餐。然後問我喜歡看電影嗎
?
如果可以的話﹐我們就去看部電影。看了THOR。

5月12號﹐我們一夥人去了sentosa 也是應為你想要看song of the sea。
但是我真的玩的好開心。乘坐了cable car。去了images of singapore, the ludge
ride 和去了siloso beach 走在。你好想是我私人的攝影師哈哈。應為你我真的拍
了好多好多照片。

5月15號﹐你要回去了。我那天做下午班所以在機場和你會面。
你買了一個speaker。我們偶爾會聊聊天。陪你到閘門口後﹐說了一會兒的話你就得
進去了。散場的擁抱﹐你叫我要保重還說很謝謝我這個朋友。

6月15號﹐你再次回來了。發了個簡訊給我通知我你到了。但我沒空去接你。

6月21號﹐你第一次對我說你想我。我不敢去想太多應為我發現自己已經對你有了
好感。

6月25號﹐你說要請我吃菲律賓的食物。約了3點在lucky plaza。味道還不錯。你
買了菲律賓dried mangos 給我們﹐真的很謝謝。

我們的簡訊也一直都在回復對方。這也是我唯一能收藏的回憶。應為只要我去你工
作的地方或者跟你去﹐再我回去時你都會叫我回到家時發個簡訊給你。

7月15號﹐你問我看了harry porter 沒。我就說我不喜歡看但還是應為你我們在
7月22號去看了。在xin wang hk cafe 吃了才去看戲。

8月2號﹐ 你決定提早回去。一樣的我在機場和你會面談唯一不同得是﹐這次有你的
一個顧客送你去機場。雖然我們才認識快4個月了但你對我來說還是哪個特別的人。

我已經很習慣每當我從你工作的地方回家後就發簡訊給你。現在你回去了那我的習
慣也要慢慢的戒掉了。

好想念我們手牽手的時候﹐應為你的手是多麼的有力。真的好希望我生日是能夠看
到你。

我多麼想帶你到好多的地方但或許沒辦法了。對你的感覺或許是一時錯覺但你是個
值得交的朋友。

希望你不會忘了我。

2010-09-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

It might take your whole life to fully understand one person.
It might also take one minute to totally hate one person.
So pls dun make me hate u....

2010-09-17T21:18:00.001+08:00

哈哈好可笑。。。還以爲這些人可以信，但原來是我太天真了。。
天真到無法相信我是這個樣子。。。

3yrs!!

2010-08-19T05:03:00.002+08:00

Happy 3yrs anniversary!!! Lolx.. so fast had been working in SATS for 3yrs liao..
Haha.. stil rmb e first day solo at work was like so STRESS!!! n keep saying that i wanna quit, quit, quit.. But now still stuck thr haha.. At least over thr i dun need to bring work hm la.. so its still ok haha dun need to stress project or deadlines!!!
But seeing 1 by 1 my friends are all leaving sad sia.. if local friends still ok at least still can meet up but if foreign friend.. jialat la.. cant meet up le.. only can go holi tog then can.. sad man... But i still kinda like my post now. currently at CSU -Customer Service Unit- Gud ting is they wont throw me here n thr liao but bad is encounter alot of ridiculous pax.. Damn freaking demanding sia.. wan this n tt la.. hai.. but as i work learn to listen but aft off work.. hehe forget everything.. haha.. dun wanna stree myself wz this kinda thing la.. not worth it.
Still tinking wanna go tahle part time course not.. but no $$ sia.. if full time then whr to work.. stress leh.. wanna take japan language course de.. but price is like $$$$$ sian... self study no motivation leh haha.. but still will try to learn abit la lolz.. ok going off to slp!! nitey!!

2010-08-15T13:04:00.003+08:00

Chalet... 3d2n chalet was not bad but still abit not happy. But anyway still enjoy a little break frm work lolx.. glad tt xianzheng came n stay for both night and steven stay on e last night haha.. if not i tink i will be super bored lo. Its great to have this kindda gathering once a while cos its been ages i haven seen some of them le.. have a nice little chat n realised tt every1 really have some changes. of cos have gud n bad but well haha its better then no changes ba.. now planning for dec chalet my bday!!! haha cfm will force every1 ti come de dun care lolz.. i really miss my ite days man.. we are like so carefree tt time.. now have to stress this n that hai...

愛情

2010-06-29T22:33:00.000+08:00

愛情到底是什麼樣子﹐什麼滋味和什麼感覺?

人人往往都在尋找著他們所現象的樣子﹐滋味和感覺。

但往往一旦愛情來臨時﹐他們想都沒想的墬如愛河裡。

就算那個人不是他們所現象的也沒顧慮得一頭栽進去。

然後在戀愛中設法從對方的身上尋找他們所現象的樣子。

但往往都找不到﹐應為你所理想的愛情都不可能會存在的。

可是有沒有想過﹐為什麼你會在一開始就迷戀這個人呢?

就算他沒有你想要的個性﹐樣貌﹔但就是不知道為什麼還會喜歡上他。

或許這樣的愛情比較適合你﹐也可能你才會很幸福的走下去。

但我們都被自己想要的東西給撩亂了。

所以才會等到失去後才發現﹐原來他才是最適合你的。

是什麽感覺呢？

2010-06-25T02:17:00.002+08:00

被人討厭是不是很可怕？如果是以前的我一定會覺得很可怕，所以才會拼命的想討好別人歡欣。就算是做我不喜歡的事也沒關係。但在日子一天一天，一年一年的的過我就不覺得可怕了。有可能是認識到真正的好朋友吧，就是不會看外表或看你有沒有利用的價值才和你做朋友的。也許就是應為他們，而我才能做我自己。雖然我還在尋找真正的我，但以目前的情形來看我很喜歡現在的自己。所以我也給自己一個“理由”，如果他們討厭我的話，沒關係應為他們不了解我。不知為什麽的，我縂覺得如果是我朋友的話，你就該知道我爲什麽會有這樣子的決定。很自私吧？但也是我把我真正的一面也讓他們認識了所以相信他們不會懷疑我或討厭我。但有句話説得好“你不需要解釋，應為你朋友不需要理由，而你的敵人也不會相信。” 所以是我朋友的話，請不要討厭我。如果你們有什麽不滿意的可以當面跟我說。。

心情鬱悶

2010-05-11T04:12:00.003+08:00

心情鬱悶。。。不知道爲什麽我都會經歷被人利用，背叛。。。爲什麽我都會經歷這些呢？？把我對他們的好都當成是應該的，好像是我欠他們似的。。真不明白。。很多說不出口的都悶在心理，快要把我逼瘋了。。。最好的朋友敏睿也換了新工作，她是我第一個正著信任的。應為經歷過太多的背叛和欺負，讓我好像太依賴她了。好像我所信任的人都一個個慢慢的離開了。是老天在懲罰我嗎？？希望不是應為我恐怕撐不了再多的利用和背叛。難道真心對別人好也不是一件好事嗎?對，有時候不是真心的，但我還是把他們儅朋友啊。。。心理真的好亂好亂。。。多麽希望現在我有一筆錢，那就可以出國散散心了。。還有黃湧文。。。我還真的還很想念他，真不知道他人現在在那裏。。真的好想他。。。

I WAN THEM BACK !!!!!

2010-03-27T10:57:00.002+08:00

Tis few days really torturing. Pa had a quarrel wz his temple members n 1 of the member quit goin thr liao n he tinks its his fault but e member already told him not his fault but he still tink its his. Morning at work dunno whr he went to was searching high n low for him. God if can pls bless him even if he is really wrg but look by how he help out at e temple for 20 over yrs liao. If can i dun mind reducing 10yrs frm me if everything can be back to normal.. i rather he is strict then he is now. The him now i have ttl never ever saw be4. N now i began to notice im a lot like my mum.. really even if small matters but we will still cry.. PLS GOD GIVE ME BACK MY FAMILY LIKE WAT IT IS LAST 10YRS PLS!!! DUN TORTURE US ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!

。。。

2010-03-10T02:54:00.000+08:00

最近發生太多不愉快的事。朋友對我的看法﹐ 我曾經想過不要管別人怎麼看我應為
他們不了解我所以我也不用去關他們。但在這個新公司做了2年認識了很多人。原
本我根本不相信女人但在這里認識到很多女人也開始適著去相信他們而我做到了。
但沒想到我還是錯的。不是我不相信他們而是我沒辦法過我這關。我想我應該沒跟
人家說我的第六感很準吧。有其是對於這點應為我曾經被所謂的朋友狠狠的背叛過
所以我不相信女人。也因此只要朋友們有那麼一點點的討論我﹐我就會非常的敏感。
我知道朋友都會討論誰誰誰的﹐但我還是沒辦法這麼的敏感。我經過這麼多的努力
才變成現在這樣子﹐但還是過不了這關。我真的有想過發生車禍還是甚麼的然我失
意。把全部的事都忘掉那該多好。真的很難受心理都悶悶的。很想找個地方把自己
藏起來一陣子把那些不開心的統統都忘掉不去里會。。。

對你的想念

2010-03-01T20:52:00.003+08:00

或許那一年我們認識的時候我就喜歡上你了，只是我沒去理會也沒去管應為那時的我根本不知道怎樣談戀愛也很沒自信。但沒想到經過這麼多年我才發現，原來我根本沒有忘記你只是把你埋在我心理的最深處。深到我自己都沒發現直道有一天很突然的非常非常想你，想你到我都沒法做我自己。7年了吧，很遺憾的我還是沒你的消息。甚至有時我會想你有出現在我的身明理嗎。應為我想在連你的臉長什麽樣都忘了，該說我們認識的時候是錯的時間嗎？應為我相信如果是現在的我，我會向你告白的。如果可以我真的真的很想再見你一次。就算一眼我也心甘情願。很謝謝你給我的美好回憶。我會把它放在我心理的最深處。。。。黃湧文謝謝你，讓我有這麽美好的一段回憶。。

ITE

2010-02-19T02:31:00.002+08:00

I just realized i miss those days more than i do. Miss all those laughter, fun, happiness. Ppl say ITE is a place for ppl who dun like to study, not serious in their life, no "use" to the public well jus a place for useless ppl. But for me, its a place whr i get to know real ppl, be it gud or bad. Real friends that will stay for u the whole life, real feelings as u no need to hide ur thoughts. As in secondary sch, i was a quiet gal. Keep everything to herself cos i dun trust any1. And i meant every single ppl in my life even my family members. Cos i was betray, make use, backstab by ppl who so call "sister" in my secondary sch then so i lose trust in ppl n at hm i didnt get along wz my family members cos i thought that they dun understand me n i oso dun like to tok to them which lead to depression. I really did though of committing suicide not once but few times. Like cutting my wrist or jumping frm a building. But of cos i nvr try jumping down but cutting my wrist i did tried. Thinking back i realise that i was really stupid la. Then aft i went to ITE, i began to trust ppl, share my secrets. I learn to speak up for myself, enjoy myself in sch and most of all i can be myself cos i use to be wat other ppl wan me to be n i really mind wat other ppl tink of me. But now, well if u tink that im a person not worthy of ur friend then be it, cos i cant chng ur thinking n its tiring to please every single ppl so i dun really bother that much. I really miss my alpha zone, tts e place whr i really really enjoy myself to the max, play like nobody business haha.. but too bad i didnt take pics when i was in ITE. Cos thats the days when im really enjoying my teenage life. If ite n sec day can be swop i will be most happy. Im glad that i know ppl frm thr especially my class ppl n danny they all ur know who u are la.. ur make changes to me. N of cos alpha zone ppl haha.. ur lighten up my life... many many thks to all of ur!!

WYW...

2010-01-11T22:39:00.002+08:00

This 3days had been slacking at hm.. Doin nth at all jus tidy up a bit of my clothes. Suddenly he came to my mind. Wong Yong Wen.. Ya aft so many god damn yrs i still remember him but his face i cant seems to remember clearly. Wonder how is he, is he getting gud in life, what he is doing now. Still remember the first time i saw him was at the temple tt my father help out at. But tt time i still introvert so didnt spoke to him till my cousin say tt got a new young guy here y dun go tok to him. Lolz.. thinking back was still kinda funny. Then aft tt they had an outing catching crab at sembawang beach. That was the first time we had a conversation. But not a long 1. Haha.. Still remember that year i was 13 or 14 yrs old n i give him a present n ya a letter lolz.. come to think of it i think he is e 1 n only whom i wrote letter to.. But really forgot wat i wrote liao. Then still remember got once my father call him using our house phone n aft tt i redial back.. haha n ya i was damn happy tt time spoke a few sentence. After tt every time i went to e temple was so looking forward to see him. Jus a glance will make my happy. But when i was sec 4, that time was when he went missing in my life. I didnt know whr he went until i ask my cousin n was told tt he went to army. Aft so many yr i still didnt saw him. But like 3 or 4 yr back 2 of my sec sch classmate saw him n they call me. I was really happy cos at least i know tt he really exist. But fate was so funny. He is e first guy who really treat me as who i am. Its like 7yrs ordy when i last saw him. How i wish tt i can see him again in my life, jus a glance, a glance will do. Cos i really really miss him. He is 1 of e friend i wont forget.

GREAT THKS TO THEM...

2009-12-18T02:27:00.002+08:00

Met up wz siwei n johnson again.. hmm i sld give them a short form ar.. ok i will call them sj in future.. haha.. ok met them again today for prawn fishing, but it was a fruitless trip.. we met at 8pm but i go met johnson first as i was outside. met johnson at 7.30pm, went to his void deck to met him n wait for siwei to come over. headed for punggol park for e fishing.. frm 9-1am.. nth was caught. they tried fishing oso but... nth.. haha then decided to head back home n a series of funny incident happen which made all of us laugh non stop, n make me forgot bout my problems.. haha.. thks to them for letting me tagged along. really if not for them i tink now i will still be trouble bout my parents.. n ya tink i sld go learn roller blade too haha...

Quarrel

2009-12-17T00:46:00.003+08:00

Mum n dad had a quarrel again.. y y quarrel aft my sec sis n my mum quarrel i thought everything will be back to normal, peace n harmony. But aft they came back frm temple, start quarreling. Dun really know wat they quarrel bout cos all is in hokkien, only aft my dad start throwing things around then i realised its a heated quarrel.. N i'm e 1 at hm only no 1 to turn to when this things happen n first time i cried infrnt of them at home, cos i really couldnt take it anymore. i hate quarrels, really hate it man. Y do all this things have to happen?!?!? I wish i can find a place to hide in e future then this kind of thing happen again.

MEET UP TIME!!!

2009-12-13T23:26:00.003+08:00

First of all... Happy Belated bday to me!!!! haha... tis yr oso had a great bday celebrationz wz my friends. First is chalet wz my working kakiz n ite buddies. Then aft tt 7dec celebrate siwei bday at monalisa pub wz johnson, koni n li. haha.. it was of cos fun man.. sing till i no voice liao.. Then plan for a surprise for siwei, went to buy bday cake for him n sing bday song to him.. haha.. n ya e cake damn hard sia.. so difficult to cut lolz.. Then siwei say "actually i know your goin buy cake de when ur go out" Haha.. can dun so clever not~~
Then koni n Li went back bout 1am cos she still need to work. Aft tt we 3 drink till 2plus n wanna go back le.. but johnson went to e toilet first n when he came out its was our song n hence we stay n sing lo which then they play 510 wz e boss thr.. haha n wat e loser do.. drink. since siwei had to send me hm hence i have to drink for him lo.. haha n ya aft tt game my head is damn pain sia.. but lucky i drink for him cos otw back,, gana road block "_". So its was very lucky!!
On e 10 met up again this time, mine bday celebration. Met up wz johnson at hougang first. Took train to clark quay n then walk walk around cos still early, call koni to ask her location, then at 10plus went over to monalisa again lolz.. n ya my voice still haven recover yet n i'm thr again to sing n drink haha.. Waited for koni n li for a while then aft tt went in. bout 1045 ba.. siwei reach play pool, sing song n drink.. kns sia.. all make me drink so much. lolx.. somemore my throat still pain sia.. haha then hehe koni say go buy cigarettes wz li but actually i know tt they oso go buy cake la.. haha.. but they took very long to come back sia.. n ya they really did surprised me a bit la.. cos i was actually enjoying to some songs then they came in wz e cake lit up.. haha.. sing bday song for me too but lucky tis time e cake not tt hard so can easily cut it.. n e rest i took home. Not bad ar e cake i love it. haha... Koni n Li went off bout 2am ba... Didnt notice e timing cos ya i was very tired due tt day i work morning n wake up frm 3.30am till 3.30am.. 24hrs sia.. nvr slp haha.. n by e time siwei ask wanna go back ordy then i realize tt its 4am liao.. ask johnson whether he wanna go off not cos siwei is damn shack le.. left tt place bout 4.30am ba.. send 1 of e working ppl frm monalisa tt they get to know frm thr n aft tt send johnson. By e time i reach hm is bout 5 liao.. So i e end, siwei didnt get any slp.. lolx.. really feel very bad. cos every time i meet up wz them he had to send me back hm... hehe.. nvm Mr Wong I treat u for lunch or dinner 1 day haha.. n ya aft tt u still have to send me back hm hehe.. so thks in advance hehe:)

GET TOGETHER

2009-12-07T01:25:00.002+08:00

Well had advance celebrate my 22nd bday on 30th nov. Invite my ite buddies n working kakis.. Well half turn up for ite but half unable due in camp lolz.. but still enjoy my self damn much although got some thing happen. Met up wz johnson n siwei 2 days ago cos e last time we met is.... erm let me tink ***** OMG its 1yr back man.. when i celebrate my 21st bday... lolz.. but its like i just met them 2mth ago nia.. haha... n yesterday met danny n selina for supper at jalan kayu.. ya.. both me n danny was toking bout our ite days.. and it was really stil vivid man.. like its really jus happen few mth back though we graduate 5 yrs back le haha.. tok bout the time we all play basketball, alpha zone how i every time go to their class n once i slam the door of their class haha.. so funny when think back.. really miss those days man.. such happening, crazy, funny days. i will nvr ever forget it....

yahoooo!!!!

2009-11-20T23:37:00.003+08:00

PHUKET HERE I COME!!!!! Lolz in 18hrs time i will be flying off to phuket!!! so excited man.. 3rd trip tis yr to 3rd country.. haha.. damn happy man... finally get to have a break frm all those unhappiness n ya i will be wearing bikini!!! lolz... cant believe that i actually will wear tt sia.. n oso sundress lolz.. tink will take damn lotz of pic again... then aft tt is my bday chalet haha.. so many programs on nov.. watch movie on nov then overseas trip aft tt my bday chalet haha so pack!!! Put nvm enjoy myself to e best!!!!

Fuck!!

2009-11-14T18:19:00.004+08:00

Y am i so bother by the comments?? I try so damn fucking hard to ignored watever ppl say bout me cos they dun really know me. And then jus a simple movie outing with one of my working colleague then make it like almost we are dating. ya so wat its a guy n gal watch movie tog?? does it mean tt different gender cant go out tog? N ya if you feel anything unpleasant bout the arrangement then jus tell infrnt of me.. Its not like i dun understand cos its e first time i take charge of it so cfm i dunno how it works. Dun act like so friendly infrnt of me but at my back KEEP FUCKING BACKSTABBING ME!!!! So fucking irritated by tt.. Dun make the other personality that i try not to released to treat your. I can cfm ur wont like it. N does it even bother you wat bag i wanna buy? Its my money tt i use ok n you are not even a bit of fucking related to me so y bother?!?!?

给爱人

2009-10-26T10:49:00.002+08:00

To: My Future Partner

我不会应为你的独立，而忘了我要保护你的责任. 我情愿你对我说这句话好过一直把我爱你挂在嘴边。
我不需要甜言蜜语，但我需要安全感。我不要每天时时刻刻都得在一起，但我希望你时时刻刻都会想到我。

Wats sia..

2009-10-22T18:32:00.003+08:00

Sometime i feel so frustrated by her words. Its not like i wont pay, Its not like i will run away. Its jus that i have too many things to payback aft i came back frm tw. Does she even understand that my skin condition is getting worst n i have to use more money to buy better products to let my skin be in good condition. Its jus that i at most will like tis mth nvr rtn next mth rtn.. Not like 3mths nvr rtn. Ya i know she have a family but whole week onli sat n sun she at hm n weekdays came to our house to eat.. Can say she save quite a bit.. Does it means that i own her money tts means i cant go holiday?? If so y does she still ask me to go holiday wz her? though its jus neighborhood country?? Tt still need to waste money ma.. So wats is her problem!! Keep sayin that i haven rtn her money.. Really enough.. Got my teaching le.. next time i wont ask her to pay le.. i rather save up n buy myself better than asking her to pay first!!!!

Why did it happen?

2009-09-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

Mum n sec sis had a big quarrel jus now bout some money issue and a bit of little problem. First time my sec sis cried n of cos me oso.. Know tt me sis temper is not tt gud but she is the kind who speak out the truth. I was so damn afraid tt the harmony we use to have will be gone jus to these issues.. Ya when they jus started shouting at my sis rm which is beside me i started crying out. So went to toilet to relieve those tears out. Hope this will be e last of it as i really cant stand my family or friends quarreling. Whr can i find a place to cry out loud for tt??

Confess

2009-09-13T01:20:00.002+08:00

Recently jus got to get clear my feelings. Tink tt you are the first one tt make me have the courage to confess to you. Jus like wat i say to e 2 of them, if you dun have gf i tink i will really confess to you. But tink its still the best to stay tis way at the moment...

Sore lip

2009-08-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

OK finally found out wat is tt crap tt is growing around my lip area.. So tt means payday i have to spend another big amount for the treatment!!! kns la... Dear god (who i have been praying to tis 20yr) pls let me have a brand new skin next yr onwards!! ** tts my new year resolution!! :)

Lip sores are often referred to as cold sores or fever blisters and are a result of the herpes simplex type 1 virus. There are two types of herpes simplex virus. The first is herpes simplex virus type 1 (HSV1), which can cause cold sores on or around the mouth in most cases . A person who has the second type of herpes virus (HSV2) may primarily experience genital herpes. Herpes simplex type 2 is a sexually transmitted disease that results in painful blisters in the genital area.

Herpes simplex virus type 1 is among the most common viruses known to medical science. It has been suggested that those susceptible to cold sores are likely experiencing a weakened immune system as a result of illness. These sores typically appear as fluid filled pustules in and around the lips and surrounding mouth tissue. The life of a cold sore ranges from 10 - 14 days. It should be noted that there is not a cure for cold sores but there is much that can be done to ease the discomfort of the condition while waiting for nature to take its course.

There are several treatment options available to cold sore sufferers including prescription medications and over the counter (OTC) topical treatments. Many people with cold sores seek natural treatments in order to avoid prescriptions and over-the-counter drugs that may have unpleasant side effects. Here’s an all-natural treatment that has been proven to cure cold sores quickly: Cold Sore Freedom in 3 Days.

It is advised that you see a physician to have any lip sores evaluated to determine the exact nature of the lesion and to prescribe an effective course of treatment. Once it has been determined that the sore is indeed a cold sore, one or more of the following treatment options should prove useful in healing the sore:

1. Prescription medications: These medications are prescribed for those individuals for whom over-the-counter treatments do not effectively manage the pain and discomfort of the cold sore. Prescription medications promote healing and may shorten the life of the cold sore by up to 12 hours. These medications are most effective when treatment is implemented at the onset of an outbreak.
2. Over the counter topical treatments: There are three classes of OTC medications for the treatment of cold sores.
lip sores
* The fist class essentially provides pain management by working to alleviate the burning and itching associated with cold sores. These medications relieve pain as a result of the numbing aspects of ingredients such as phenol, lidocaine, benzyl alcohol and camphor.
* The second category works to inhibit growth of sores that are beginning to form, and also promote healing. This category of treatments will list antibacterial properties that prevent further infections from occurring.
* The final category of OTC cold sore treatments is preventive in nature and blocks the virus' ability to create cold sores. These treatments are rich in antiviral ingredients such as zinc, phenol, tannic acid and lysine.
3. Natural remedies: Several natural or home remedies have been suggested to be useful in the management of cold sores. One suggested remedy is to apply ice to the affected area for a few minutes several times each day. Moisturizing the affected area with aloe vera may soften scabs making them less susceptible to cracking and bleeding. A warm compress made from a tea bag is often soothing to cold sore sufferers when used 30 minutes per day. It is also advisable to eat a diet rich in fruits and vegetables because they contain key vitamins, iron, and zinc, which are important building blocks for a healthy immune system.

Those prone to cold sores may find that avoiding exposure to UV rays and reducing stress are helpful in preventing cold sore outbreaks. The virus that causes cold sores is contagious and there are several vital steps that can be taken to control the spread of virus.

* Exercise proper hand washing techniques.
* Do not share personal hygiene items.
* Avoid direct skin-to-skin contact of the affected area or saliva with others.
* Finally, avoid picking at the sores as this creates not only an open environment for bacterial infection, but also a means of transmitting the virus to other areas of the body including the eyes, nose, chin, and fingers.

Taiwan

2009-08-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

How i hope i'm a damn rich ppl now.. seeing wat happen to taiwan really shaken my heart. So many ppl lost their families in jus 1 night. Image that 12 family in 1 nite only left 4 survivor how heart pain is that.I feel so useless that i wanted to help cant.. N somemore sg only donate so little.. 20million.. If all e government each donate 20% of their salary cfm is a lot already.. Y cant they donate more??? If i am e president i cfm will tell al of them to donate 20% of their pay.. Jus 20% i dun tink will make any difference to them. So heart pain for them, so many ppl staying at e village almost buried alive. All houses is ruined. Hope they faster rebuild their houses. Or sg send SAF over to help rebuild the houses for them? I really feel i'm so lucky in sg now.. no earthquake, tornado, volcano.. Feel so save.. Hope taiwan will faster rebuild the houses..

Happy Bday~~

2009-08-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

Tis is the second yr tt i wish u happy bday since i know u.. Actually wanted to cal u tt day to wish u but firstly scared u are asleep n secondly i was actually asleep le.. but my alarm wake me up hence manage to send u msg on 0005hrs. Only get ur reply the next day bout 11plus. Managed to chat a little thru sms n told u bout ur fb.. But was kinda happy bout ur reply.. Always say tt meet up one day but i tink we wont have tt day ba.. cos seriously speaking we are not even tt close to go out tog.. However i still have tt feelings for u. Which i'n still confuse is it friendship or more than tt? Still confuse till now...

Random

2009-08-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

Well.. After coming back frm tw seems like i didnt really post anything hor.. Hmm nth much happen jus tt really really short of cash.. was tinking wanna take another job not as part timer. But hai.. wait work till myself dead sia.. So give up tt idea lo.. Was planning whr to go next yr already lolz.. ya very fast but cos need to save $$$ as heavily in debt now. At work today suddenly got a lady came to CSU wz a bouquet of flowers in her hands. Ya for 0.01 second i thought was for me hahaha.. well of cos not for me la in e end, was for my colleague. Kinda envious la.. but well hmm.. Ya i oso tink tt the inside me was getting more n more lady sia.. which i was a bit shock too.. But e outside is still e same tomboy.. Faster end of 2009.. 2010 faster come cos i wan go Taiwan again!!!!

Last time

2009-07-20T01:13:00.001+08:00

pic for tw..

2009-07-04T00:12:00.001+08:00

http://s216.photobucket.com/albums/cc316/joval_su/Taiwan%202009/

3

2009-07-03T23:46:00.001+08:00

Day 3.. Ok went to dan shui again to buy thing for working friends lolx.. leg damn pain sia.. brought many things again haha.. nth much to write today blog tml again!!

DAY 2

2009-07-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

Ok wake up today at 1130am.. cos damn tired lolz... n tt koni haha slp till 12++ lolz.. well left htl at 1400 to taipei 101.. when to xin guan 3 yue n brought a long champ bag!! haha damn happy n koni brought a coach bag.. n ya e sales person in taiwan is really great.. will come again to shop thr haha.. ok went to 101 n is was like turning dark sia.. nvm.. went to flr 88,89 n 91. gosh when we head to 91 e wind was damn big sia.. its so cold!!! walk 1 round thr n went in lucky went thr early cos it was like goin to rain soon.. aft tt head to wu fen pu n it started to rain!!! lucky got some alley tt has shelter if not we cant shop liao.. reach thr bout 1830 shop till 2030 then went to shi lin.. lols it really rain when we reach thr n its damn big sia.. cos all e alley is really long walk till we are lost n when we realise whr we are.. we are at e next station liao.. haha.. then take mrt back to e pervious cos wanna buy a bag thr.. n headed back to htl at 2300.. brought really really many things sia!!!

TAIWAN!!!

2009-07-02T04:44:00.002+08:00

Well here i am in taiwan.. cant believe tt i'm here right now haha.. arr on e 30th jun at 2345.. n wat make it worst is tt my knee injury is back when in sin on e aircraft to hkg.. damn suay.. lucky now better haha.. then me n koni reach htl bout 0045am.. check in n then we bath n went to buy supper cos damn hungry.. lolz.. damn many channel here for us to choose sia.. slp botu 4 in e morning n wake up bout 8 due kanny call me to meet us at e htl.. left htl to long shan temple n then to dan shui.. left at 1755hrs ba.. brought damn many things sia me n koni.. till we had to rtn back to htn to left our things n go to xi men ding walk walk.. haha.. aft tt we went to party world.. I LOVE IT!!! Sg sld really made changes to their rm sia.. wel pic lazy to update here look in to my photo bucket ba.. will post link again when done!!

Yahoo!!

2009-06-28T22:24:00.001+08:00

Yahoo!!! 1 more day n i'm off to taiwan!!!!! Waiting for danny to cfm wif me whether he can give me a life to airport not... N i got my own digital cam le!! Lolz finally n be4 iwent o taiwan.. haha.. N of cos i'm heavily in debt sia.. Bonus faster come!!!.. Cant wait so excited sia...

Transformer 2!!!

2009-06-24T20:28:00.002+08:00

Finally Finally watch my long awaiting Transformers 2!!!! Ya peeps if u haven watch it muz go n watch cos its damn nice rate 4.5/5.. E 0.5 save it if they have another part... really dammn nice will watch it again!!! Tis 1 is better then e first, more interesting , funny n touching. Some scene really make me wanna cry but cant cos damn many ppl full house ba.. Well shld not elaborated further so as not to spoilt market.. Go catch it if you are a fan of it.. wont regret!!! N ya 6 more days to my tw trip!!! can t wait man.. haha ya any 1 wanna give me a lift to e airport?? lolz.. till then take care!!!

掌紋 - 曹格

2009-06-21T01:52:00.001+08:00

在我的手心你落下的眼淚很冰晶瑩的淚滴輕輕滑過我的一生春去春又回我走過
的孤獨很黑難忘那一刻你走進生命的瞬間我不信命我信愛情是沒有理由悲觀的
註定在我的掌紋中你在那裡如此的清晰沒有輸贏你是我的命

春去春又回我走過的孤獨很黑難忘那一刻你走進生命的瞬間我不信命我信愛情
是沒有理由悲觀的註定在我的掌紋中你在那裡如此的清晰沒有輸贏你是我的命

我不信命我信命中你給的每個考驗和奇跡在我的掌紋中安身立命是否願意張開
手你回應我不信命我不信命我只信你

力量

2009-06-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

想念長了翅膀他跟著我流浪
獨自背著行囊看著人來人往

躺在陌生的床眼睛沒辦法闔上
想了這些年過了一關又一關

也許我太逞強
但是我無時無刻都在想你的臂彎

給我力量陪我闖蕩
也許我們都不講
把愛留在我的心上超越了太多夢想
時光匆忙不曾遺忘
隨時可以回頭看那些時光
你在身旁給我的溫暖

(*^^)/.。．：*：．。★，。：*。☆

想念長了翅膀他跟著我流浪
獨自背著行囊看著人來人往

躺在陌生的床眼睛沒辦法闔上
想了這些年過了一關又一關

也許我太逞強
但是我無時無刻都在想你的臂彎

給我力量陪我闖蕩
也許我們都不講
把愛留在我的心上超越了太多夢想
時光匆忙不曾遺忘
隨時可以回頭看那些時光
你在身旁給我的溫暖

(*^^)/.。．：*：．。★，。：*。☆

給我力量陪我闖蕩
也許我來不及講
你給的愛放在心上陪伴著每個夜晚
時光匆忙不曾遺忘
有天可以回頭看那些時光
你在身旁忘記了悲傷

家后

2009-06-18T00:23:00.001+08:00

My FAV HOKKIEN SONG..

有一日咱若老找无人甲咱友孝我会陪你
坐惦椅寮听你讲少年的时阵你有外摮
吃好吃丑无计较怨天怨地嘛袂晓你的手
我会甲你牵条条因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老有媳妇子儿友孝你若无聊
拿咱的相片看卡早结婚的时阵你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘看你为我目屎流

街角的祝福

2009-06-16T04:32:00.001+08:00

多少个秋，多少个冬，我几乎快要被治愈好。
但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题，就无心自扰。
也曾想过，若真遇见，我们应该如何是好。
我想我还是会站在某一个街角，不让你看到。
只因为我不想打扰，只因为怕你解释不了。
只因为现在你的眼睛里，她比我还重要。
我只好假装我看不到，看不到你和她在对街拥抱。
你的快乐我可以感受得到，这样的见面方式对谁都好。
我只好假装我听不到，听不到别人口中的她好不好。
再不想问，也不想被通知到，反正你的世界我管不了。
若不想问，若不想被通知到，就把祝福留在街角。

lolz..

2009-06-07T01:41:00.002+08:00

Well heard from koni tt it was hard or rather rare for me to compliment/praise guys.. lolz.. isit true?? or maybe she praises guys too often so tts y she tinks its rare for me haha.. well maybe guys get compliment by me would be tt 1 thing he did without me expecting it ba.. haha cos i'm still straight k..

Enough!!!

2009-06-05T19:04:00.003+08:00

Stop treating me like a kid k.. I'm a grown up ordy n i can manage my money issue finely k.. Stop telling me wat to do for tis or that i'm really sick n tired of it man.. Ya now i really seems to spend my money like nth but dosent mean tt i dun plan for my future alrite?? So jus dun bother too much with my money issue k cos its e money tt i earn myself so i wish tt i can do wat i wan with it. I know tt ur care for me but but... jus not with money issue..

Outing

2009-06-04T18:28:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out wif mavis n koni.. Aft work meet them again was late tt koni.. lolz.. went to bugis cos they wanted to get their ear pierce.. its was like so damn long i went to bugis e last time i guess was with jason n his friends ba.. tink last year apr?? lolz ya very long time cos dun really like to go thr lo.. went to 77th street n mavis took damn long to decide to pierce sia. bout 30mins ba n at first was e guys goin to pierce n she was like "Huh u wan to pierce for me ar?!" N e guys was like "erm ya" face. lolz me n koni was like laughing kinda loud.. haha.. Then aft tt koni turn.. she erm no feeling she say lolz.. but aft a while both was like saying e pain is comin haha.. then went to have our lunch at sakae sushi at bugis junction.. e service sucks.. really i can say tt some time we customer service staff got a little attitude but e staff thr.. more worst.. first e manager or e supervisor.. we were waiting to go in since thr was no que so i thought tt it will be fast to let us go in n seat n e guys was at e counter on e phone.. we was like standing thr bout 10mins n no 1 bother to come to us to offer us in.. n i had to wave to one of e staff then she bring us to e table.. then seated we wanted to use e com to order food but it was not working.. so we ask e staff whether can help us on it n she say press e middle button n so i did it, but nth came up so she jus simply say "cant use" fuck sia.. such attitude.. then nvm so we order thru e staff mavis wanted a hand roll tuna mayo.. n i show to e staff oso.. then when e order came it was jus tuna mayo not hand roll n e one who serve us was a guy.. wat make it worst was tt whhen he came he jus put e order n dun even bother to infm was wat was being serve n e way he put down e plate was like throwing it.. idiot man.. then i jus say "did we order it? wat we order is hand roll tuna mayo." then e guys give one face tt make me wanted to bashed him up.. aft tt e table behind us had went off n their table com can work so we jus change it n when tt boy came again with our order we jus say tt e com at our table is not working so we change here. aft e eating we call for bill thru e system com. waited for 20mins n i was like "their a while is so long sia' wat shit is all this man... then koni jus wave to 1 of e staff n ask for bill.. so he came n counted wat we ate n ask us to proceed to e cashier n i say "lets go i dun wan to stay here ay longer" .. so ppl if ur wan go to eat at sakae sushi dun go thr.. k.. then aft tt went to watch movie.. me long awaited night at museum 2.. haha.. still hilarious.. haha.. then aft tt went to koni friend working pub.. but her friend was not working tt day.. so aft drinkin went hm bout 1130pm.. ya n now i was so addicted to transformer i watched transformer 1 for bout 5th time sia.. but titanic still e best haha.. so e next movie i muz watch is transformer 2!!!

Yah

2009-06-02T20:43:00.001+08:00

Yahoooooo!!!!!!!!!!! My long awaiting IPOD touch generation 2 is here!! Finally aft the long waiting (though its jus 2days).. FINALLY i can have song to accompany me liao...

IPOD TOUCH

2009-06-02T15:28:00.000+08:00

This is my third day without any music during my journey to n fro work n i tahan anymore!!!!Courts salesperson better call me by today sia.. I WAN MY IPOD!!!!

......

2009-05-30T18:53:00.002+08:00

Finally get rid of 1 of my unused table which is takin up a lot of space in my room!!! Haha n oso finally settle my insurance le.. haha.. Ya btw any friends wanna get an insurance for urself oe family member?? let me know i can intro u to my policy agent.. is gud to start early for insurance cos u can get many things protected.. K I NEED TO GET AN IPOD TOUCH!! well my hp earpiece is dieing on me so to prevent it from happening to me AGAIN from other phone i decided to get 1.. so to save me from having to buy another ear piece n oso to prevent me from not listening to any music on my way to work n back... Well work i still find nth much n i wanna go ZOO!! last time i went was like 6 or 7 yrs ago n its change a lot... any1 up for a trip to zoo??

Fakes

2009-05-23T23:03:00.002+08:00

Did i made a rite choice to go thr?? well i thought so cos those ppl i knew be4 i went to tt area was nice, friendly, gud ppl.. But aft goin to tt area n working with them for a few mths, i realise tt almost all are fake.. ya.. in ur presence they all can joke, gossips with you, at ur back they tok bout you.. Wats with the problem? Even other ppl from other area can oso sense it too.. Keep saying tt we are a family. Come on man wat family they ur are all racist!!?? Sry to say tt but it true sia.. Keep saying tt we need chinese ppl in e team but ur keep recruiting malays. Wat the hack.. Now then i realise tt its gud to say out wat you feel cos i did tt to priscilla as i was not happy bout wat she did last week. N aft tt we still can joke n tok cos no more conflict between us. But oso have to think of how tt person feel n wat you wanna say. Dun jus give excuse like she did follow wat you say or wat you wan her to do. Come on man WE ARE WORKING!! NOT SCHOOLING MAN!! Tink bout others race too be4 you tink bout ur same race k..

Tarot Card..

2009-05-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

Well today wake up at 3.30am due workin at 5.30am. Dotz damn tired sia.. somemore slp less then 3hrs lolz.. aft work rush hm to bath n change due meeting chewie n si wei at bukit panjang at 6pm.. Gosh sia.. cos i forgot whr to chng to lrt haha.. Then left hm bout 5pm damn scare i will be late. When was on the MRT i realise tt it had been a long long time since i took the train to jurong side.. Bout 2yrs+ ba.. Haha reach thr bout 5.50pm i tink then call chewie nvr pick up then i jus walk walk thr lo c got wat to buy. then she came at 6.10pm si wei bout 6.30pm ba. Then we went to hk cafe to eat. Aft eating we proceed to thr Tarot Reading. N he ask wat we wanted to know but we both like oso dunno wat sia then jus choose e most common de.. Love Life haha.. 1st time i did a reading with some1 actually telling me wat ir means was like kinda fun but as i was shuffling the cards i was toking n jokin with chewie n aft i shuffle finished he tole me to tink of the question as i shuffle.. Dotz then i was like nvm la cos i DID tink ma haha.. aft he laid out the card n explain to me wat it means i was like ok cos i was still tinking wat it actually means la.. but aft explaining 2 or 3 more cards he tole me to do it again cos it was not accurate as when he explain i dun haf reaction. Then i did it again lo reshuffle n all those for e second time. Ok as usual laid out n from e 1st card he started i was like "DAMN RITE!!" Lolz.. n aft tt it was almost correct lo. Those money, family, tinking, past, now, my goals lolz.. really almost correct n my reading turns out to be a gud 1.. haha.. ok aft tt is chewie turns hers was a bit not ok la.. then aft tt heading to seletar reservoir cos dunno whr to go.. stay thr n chat bout 1-2hrs then headed hm cos si wei very sleepy.. Enjoy myself lolz haha thks for e ride n lift back hm Si wei haha..

........

2009-05-19T16:01:00.002+08:00

Its dosent meant that when some1 keep quiet bout wat you did means tt person dosent feel anything. Its jus that they tend to keep to themselves. So when the person cant stand it anymore she can be more fierce or mean than any1 you met. Trust me. Some ppl jus tend to step out of the border. When she everything almost say ok but pls not everything she is ok with it get it?? So dun step on her shoes to many times. Ya i'm referring to me. I did mention that i can be the meanest person you every met. I can treat you good not because you deserve it but cos i treat you as some1 precious in my life. Like some of my really really good bros n sis n friends. But if you step over the border too much be wary. I can be the meanest person you ever met. Ya again girls cant be trusted. At work tts jus 3 of them who i can trust.

真的受夠了!

2009-05-15T01:30:00.000+08:00

真的受夠了!!!不要再講他了啦!!!!就算是他的錯。。難道人不會做錯嗎??難道你們
都沒做錯過嗎!!??就講那些吸毒的藝人好了。。。錯了又錯還說會改﹐結果呢??還
是被抓吸毒!!!他只是相認朋友有錯嗎??該停了吧。。鬧夠了沒呀。。真幼稚。。

SHOW

2009-05-03T01:50:00.002+08:00

Well suppose many ppl knew wat happen to him but i still believe him cos if he is really wat tt gal say then those ppl around him will cfm know wat kind of ppl he is ma. Then for wat have to wait till soooo long when he is so famous to come up wif all tis crap.. N ya i tink e gal wanted something la but dunno wat she wan cos she took a pic of show via webcam.. n ya for wat reason u wan tak pic unless u wan to showoff to ppl.. So aft much tinking i still believe him lo unless he really damn gud in acting la.. Ok so longgg didnt updated cos really nth to update la life still e same jus getting really for TW!!! lolz cant wait man hope now is july haha.. work still fine or can jus say great lolz.. still missing tt some1 but didnt ctc long time ordy... K nth interesting to write so i jus end here....

CHALET

2009-04-13T20:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday had a chalet wif my working friends at downtown east. Had a fun n enjoy day with them. Meet poh lin n trudy first to check in n then went to buy things for bbq. Aft tt brian n alfred came n meet us. Actually was waiting for them to start the fire haha. Then daphne came bout 7 i guess then they are outside bbqin qhile me alfred n poh lin was inseide the rm using wifi playing facebook quiz. Lolz damn funny sia.. Then koni came at 10++ n brian went back. Bout 1 trudy n dap went off. Then left me koni alfred n koni friend came. Play some games till 4 like tt alfred fall alseep first then follow by me lolz. Wake up at 0930 today n check out. Fun goin out with them will plan e next outing again tog lolz.

你需要一个怎样的情人

2009-04-10T20:10:00.002+08:00

常常和你/妳鬥嘴，但卻會處處着緊你的人

妳是一個愛在不言中的人。記得不要太在意對方的瑕疵，因為妳的伴侶雖然會常常和妳吵嘴，但卻會對妳很着緊。雖然表面上對妳愛理不理的但她暗地裡會為妳打點一切。單身的人要留意了，如果妳身邊有一個常常和妳鬥嘴，但卻會從妳身邊的朋友得知妳的狀況的異性，而且他更會在小細節上為妳打點好，妳就要好好珍惜了。

真的我喜欢的类型!!!!

My fav

2009-04-06T03:05:00.001+08:00

Roses have always had a strange hold over man. Maybe it is the influence of the Victorian tradition of using flowers to express emotions that have led to this strange fascination. And the rose has always been the most popular of all flowers when it comes to expressing emotions. One reason for this is that roses alone have various shades that can be interpreted in as many ways as possible.

The green rose, though not abundant in nature, is a beautiful sight to behold. The color green has many meanings and can be deciphered to symbolize diagonally opposite things. The most significant and popular meaning of the green rose is fertility. The green color symbolizes richness, abundance and bounty. Green roses are a sign of plenty and copiousness.

Green is life, abundant growth, constant renewal of life and energy. The green rose signifies the constant rejuvenation of spirit, and is therefore a messenger of cheerfulness. Transformation and change are a necessary prerequisite for life to go on. And green roses express this spirit of rejuvenation very beautifully.

Green rose also symbolizes self-respect and well being. Being symbolic of all life force, the color green gives a rich meaning to a rose. The freshness of the springtime, the abundance of the rainy season, all is well expressed by the green rose.

Green is also a very pleasing color. Psychologists believe that the color green often imparts a sense of balance, stability and peace to the human mind. When you simply need to surprise someone, or please him or her, use a green rose. It has no overtones of love, but is replete with positive nuances.

A negative aspect of the green rose is that green is also the color of envy. The "green-eyed monster" has forever given the pale green a negative meaning.

However, generally the color green symbolizes the richness of nature and the completeness of life. A green rose conveys a message of plentitude and affluence, and augurs great success for any new venture.

Tired

2009-04-03T21:06:00.002+08:00

Im breaking up, Falling apart soon.. Wonder how long more i can still hold on to my Armour tt i had been putting in front of me so i can put on e brave front. But recently i dun tink i can do it. Been too sensitive in some place till i wana kill myself really cant take it anymore. How will i pick up my piece of armour be4 it all fall apart? Who will be with me or lend me e strength to pick it up? I'm tired of holding it on for 5yrs ordy. Really tired till i dun really feel like myself anymore. 5yrs tts like kinda long but i tink i still hv to hold on for more yrs ahead but i really cant anymore. When i feel like crying i still have to hide in some place so other ppl wont c it. Maybe it oso my fault tt i want myself to have a brave front in front of every1 i know maybe in e beginning its all my fault for this. Which shoulder can i lean on when i wan to cry? Whr will be the place tt i can really really cry out loud??

Yesterday

2009-03-29T21:09:00.001+08:00

I just can't believe you're gone,
Still waiting for morning to come
When I see if the sun will rise
And the way that your by my side
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or at least how the story goes
I never believed until now
I know I'll see you again I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

[Chorus]
I thought our days would last for ever
But it wasn't our destiny
'Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

Dun push ur luck

2009-03-22T18:27:00.001+08:00

I can very mean if i wan to. So dun try ur luck too many times. Once i face to face say you tt will be e end of ur happy days ordy k. Dun push ur luck too far.

2009-03-03T02:07:00.003+08:00

Ok due to some issue raising for my previous blog of my gf now i will blog bout tis particular person...
ya tts her Miss Koni.. One of my best sister at my working area.. lolz ya she's e one who complaint tt i didnt blog bout her. Nth to say sia somemore wan her pic u/l here haha.. She ar sometime quite blur la but hor oso lame till dunno wat haha n oso i can bully her.. hehe haha kk joking nia.. ltr she angry.. O ya btw koni i sure u will read tis blog de so wanna ask y u only comment bout me blogging alfred ar? weird leh hehe k la blog till like tis happy ma?? N dun eat too many prata at 1 go leh.. packet some for me oso can de hehe k la c u at work la.. buai..

My Gf..

2009-03-01T15:45:00.003+08:00

Well recently i had a GF at work haha. ya tts my gf = good friend haha n he address me as bf = best friend haha kk kidding k.. He's another buddy at my working area cos i can bully him hehe ya those tt i can bully are my buddies. Okok i sounds bad but hey tts wat friends are for rite haha. K la joking nia thought i really tt bad meh haha.. he's e person tt really click wif me when we first know each other haha. Ending here ordy n I WANNA GO GENTING AGAIN!!!

Lunar

2009-02-28T15:22:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to lunar for ellen last day at sats party. well it was my first visit thr n it was gud. Fun n happy lolz. Meet koni first cos wanted to get ellen something then went lunar bout 9.30pm. Quite a few of e working colleague was thr ordy n cos i ltr had to meet danny they all but dunno wat time so i kept on holdin onto my bag. Order rumcoke n we a big group was like so high cos they got live band n mostly e songs they sing we mostly know so a big group of us was singing damn loud haha n i went out to answer phone call linda they all was so bad hide my bag cos i forgot to take it wif me.. Lolz but in e end i meet them at 1am haha really enjoy thr might consider goin again wif my working friends cos of the live band lolz. Ok aft tt went to meet danny n selina order sea breeze finished e drink then we was like dunno wanna go whr so we "stray" bout 2+ or 3 like tt went to Lau pa sa thr eat cos i was hungry haha left thr at 4 then reach hm is 4.30am ordy damn sleepy sia.. Take care ellen i will miss you de...

NEW WORK AREA

2009-02-24T02:12:00.002+08:00

Well will be entering a new working area soon tink bout 2nd of march ba.. Will be going to CSU = CUSTOMER SERVICE UNIT. Its mostly work on passenger complaint ba not very clear yet. Thats means i will have more new things to learn. Ok la had been in check-in area for 1yr+ liao so a change of work scope is not toooo bad la lolz.. So hope all is well for me. Tink need to visit my doc again cos i losing my voice again ya so irritating sia.. N kinda long nvr went out wif my ite friends ordy miss them sia ppl pls pls come airport find me la even chat chat awhile oso gud leh...K blog again!!! sayonara..

Pic from genting!!

2009-02-21T01:47:00.010+08:00

Ok i damn lazy to u/l pis here cos its damn slow so friends jus view in my photobucket.. thks!!!

GENTING'09

Genting

2009-02-19T22:50:00.002+08:00

YO!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M back!!!! Yahoo!!!!! Had a really really really damn great time thr.. haha had to thks them for letting me join them in e last min. E members was alfred, koni, patricia, daphne, thomas, jennifer n me..Well was so looking forward to tis trip we departed sg at 15feb 10pm i guess.. then reach genting bout 5+ am n it was frezzin cold man bout 10+ degree ba.. n we had to wait till 3 pm then can chk in so in e mean time we need to find things to occuiped n we had taken breakfast 2 time on e first day haha.. cos tink too cold le so easy to felt hungry then went to chk in at 3 n then walk walk around n e scenery thr is really nice sia. If i had a bf next time i will surely go thr tog haha.. then had dinner aft tt went to wash up n jen n pat went casino dap went to hit e sack n left e 4 of us then me n koni went to alfred n thomas rm. N we play heart attack haha. be4 tt i dun really know alfred so well but at tt trip then i know tt he is another in my KNS list ppl lolz. ok me n koni was like have some "problem" wif them cos we smack like so hard.. erm ok la i'm e one who smack really hard lolz.. then went to bed at 5am? second day went to have breakfast at causeway bay, then we went walk walk n went k-box sang a few songs then went to e outdoor theme park it was really fun!!!! aft e outdoor went to e indoor one it was alrite la then had to slp early cos goin kl e next day.. 3rd day wake up at 8+ went to had e buffett breakfast then went to kl bout 10.30am it was damn hot thr.. n really nth for me to buy sia.. went to e chinatown had dinner n walk walk abit then went back to genting bout 8pm. N since it was e last day we decided not to slp then we walk walk around then jen, alfred n thomas went to casino. then e rest of us went back to dap rm n chat chat aft tt alfred came back first n we all was like toking non-stop aft tt thomas came back then we went to kfc cos me n koni wanted to use dap lappy n again dap was like so tired she went to hit e sack. then we went back to e rm n start packin our things then alfred n thomas came to our rm then i borrow alfred ds lite to play e game to make me awake but at 6+ i cant take it n fal alsp haha.. wake up bout 8++ went fot breakfast at hou wei thr n then walk walk around cos they wanted buy somemore things n departed thr at 3pm reach sg bout 9+.. really enjoy n willl u/l e pic when i have e time .. will surely go thr again...

V-DAY

2009-02-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

Aft CNY e next thing is V-DAY. Had been celebrating alone for 22yrs ordy (included tis yr). Hmm sld i say i'm getting use to it or i had nth to look forward to?? Though i had 1ex be4 but we broke up aft 3 weeks so didnt get to celebrated V-DAY. Well its alrite la cos i'm working tt day so will celebrated will some of my working friends who are still single lolz. Ok on 15th wil be goin off to genting but tt stupid admin who take charge of our leave didint approved our last day of e trip which is 19th idiot sia.. jus 1 day oso dun approved damn angry n jus 3 of us leh.. IDIOT!!! so friends pls pray for me tt our DM can let us take ad-hoc leave. PLS PRAY!!!!

國境之南

2009-02-12T05:01:00.002+08:00

如果海會說話　如果風愛上砂
如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假
我會聆聽浪花　讓風吹過頭髮
任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩

非得等春天遠了夏天才近了
我是在回首時終於懂得(也許天氣永遠會那麼熱)

當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把那一年的故事　再接下去說完
當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還

海很藍　星光燦爛　我仍空著我的臂彎
天很寬　在我獨自唱歌的夜晚
請原諒我的愛　訴說的太緩慢

當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南
我會試著把那一年的故事　再接下去說完
當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南
妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還

Closest yet seems so far~~

2009-02-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

Well jus came back not long. Went out wif koni today to ms.. lolz ya ms again.. Meet bout 5.30 thr ba.. ya i mike n charlie again.. n few more days GENTING!!!lolz.. so excited sia.. First tme went to genting ya i suku k.. well nvm. haha i tink i gonna shop like hell at genting n kl lolz.. n then july taiwan damn!!! i need more $$$ any1 wanna sponser me?? hehe.; K was looking at my old hp msg n realise tt i n tis MR.E was like so close to being BGF but tt time i nvr confess n he was like jus not ready for another BGR. So tts y till now i still single lolz.. cos almost everynight we will chat on phone n some more we ar at e same sch n same cca so can see each other kinda often. Then got once i was sick n while tokin on e phone to him he sortta like know i sick n he say something like "Dun haf me by ur side u so weak ar" DAMN!!!!! Wat he mean like tt sia haha.. well its all like 3yrs ordy so it dosent matter to me ordy la. But sometime i will still tink if tt time either 1 of us confess first will we be tog till now?? well who know. But if u know my problems feom sec them u will know y i dun confess to e person i like/fond of. Tink onli Danny knows e real reason ba.. well ending ordy tc every1 c ya!!! N to my ITE now on POLY ordy friends Wish ur gud luck in ur EXAMS!! Try to meet out wif me leh or come airport find me hehe..

STAY OR GO??

2009-02-05T02:52:00.004+08:00

Recently had been thinkin whether sld i stay here to continue study n work or go overseas to study. But even if i wanna study i still cant find a course tt i really really like now.. stress.. cos my current company really is getting from bad to worst. N somemore "RECESSION" n goin out find job is another difficult thing. Tts y i had been tinking of goin back to study. Well been looking at e courses in sin n overseas but still cant decide whether to stay or to go.. Tink haf to really really seat down n sort it out... OMG!! STRESS!!!

REFLECTION

2009-01-30T02:39:00.004+08:00

Tink tis songs really fits me n e surrounding around me like some of my friends lolz.. but nvm la at least they make e effort to know me.. Take a look at e lyrics later. N oso tis few days i really have e urge to call you. Even thought i know it would be jus a few sentence but its gud for me le.. But.. i know you are currently busy with many things so i jus give up. N last week on e 23rd send 1 of my best taiwanese friend back to taiwan aft working heree for 1yr+ she resign n went back to enjoy life.. lolz.. really really miss her n i really did something nice for her haha but i dun didnt take e pic of my "hardwork" n today went to fetch 2 of my other taiwanese friends who went back hm to celebrate CNY. Lolz.. they are like so stunned to c me.. N ya genting trip on 15feb - 19feb!!!! yeh.. first time went other country wif my friends damn excited.. k la ending here le nite!!
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Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

ITS HERE!!

2009-01-21T11:55:00.001+08:00

Yeh!! Chinese New Year Is jus around the corner!!! I really like tis festival damn much. Well of cos of the angbao lolz.. n oso we can all gather together at my aunt house which means all of my aunts n uncle will be thr haha. Then will start craping wif my cousins tthey all.. Well i really like my relatives cos they can joke wif us n oso they wont question us like got bf/gf ordy ma, when goin to married or like when goin to have childern like this.. Lolz.. they respect our personal life very much.. haha ok n now i'm damn suay man was down wif flu agan!!! n oso sore throat damn it sia... need c doc later be4 CNY!! Here by wish all of ur a HAPPY 'NIU' YEAR!!!!

Fark Off!!!

2009-01-06T02:25:00.001+08:00

Frustrated, piss off, get lost!!! Wat i heard is not important, but wat ur say is all that matters. If you(your) have any comments bout me jus tell me straight in e face cos i dun wan ppl like your to act friendly in front of me n then in my back dunno stab how many knife's. I hate tis type of gals more that anything k!!! Get e hell out of my life!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2009-01-01T04:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2009 TO EVERYONE!!!!! Jus reach hm not long n while waiting for my hair to dry let me post some of e things hapen today. Ended work at 2.30pm then went back hm straight cos meeting danny n selina at 5 but lucky they change it to 6 if not i surely cant make it sia. Then at 6+ danny came n pick me up aft tt we are deciding whr to head to for e count down. i wanted to go marina square cos got fireworks but road closed so no choice we went to vivo lo. On e way i ask danny to call steve n say tt we are on e way to his place n tell him to come out wif us lolz as he not really wanted to come out la..but in e end he oso came out.. hehe but he say tt he wif his gf at kovan havin dinner so we will meet him ltr in w mean time we headed to compass point as dan n sel was kindda hungry so they went thr to eat as for me well i was not hungry so i acc them lo n tehn i msg jeff ask him whr he was as we are at compass point. Well he came to meet us for a while bout 7 he reach le then i n dan was like "shooting" him all e way cos really damn long HE nvr join us for e outing we had lolz.. But really fun to catch up wif him again aft so long. Aft e dinner bout 8 we still had 1 more hrs be4 we meet steve so we jus walk walk ard thr lo.. dotz really nothin to c sia.. then at 9 we headed to steve place n jeff went to join his poly cliques again lolz.. nvm la at least he still came n meet us for a while. Aft pickin up steve we headed for vivo n reach thr bout 10+ we sat thr like damn bored for e count down n e fire works but in e end in kindda disappointed me sia..aft e fireworks ended we are like finding places to have supper but....... we realy have no idea whr to go sia then danny jus drive anywhr lo first ended up in east coast park thr but e shopes all close sia then went to east coast again but another side to have satay aft tt we are like really tinking of whr to go as we are really hungry sia.. then sel was like go cineleisure thr as e hongkong cafe was 24hr then was on e way n we saw tis street wif e local chinese food n then we decided to went thr to eat. aft eating was like 4 ordy then we all headed hm.. well tt marks e first day of 2009 which i spent.. then danny for e lift cos i konw is really very tired for you lolz.. k gonna go slp ordy nite!!!

RECOVERING - - - - - - - 1%

2008-12-19T23:56:00.006+08:00

Work was really tired tis week.. After my 6 days off goin back to work is like waking me up from a gud dream.. Not enough slp n idiotic pax.. 6 days of leave really did not much 11dec went to k wif dan, 12-13dec re-paint my rm, 14dec went to temple due end of yr liao need to do some prayers, 15dec slack at hm 16dec went out wif my working friends.. then yesterday was at trsf ctr.. damn boring n i almost fell asleep n then i decided to msg him.. well surprisingly he reply back damn fast lolz.. its quite a while i didnt ctc him le.. last was on 5dec if not wrg.. cos he promise to come to my bday celebration but in e end didnt turn up.. well cant blame him cos he's in e army so if he book out on sat n come down for e bday surely he will be damn tired.. aft a few sms exchange i jus realise tt is was all my wishful thinking.. Ya i admit i really wish for a lot of things to happen but in e end not even 1 came true. His sms jus give me e feelings tt we are jus normal friends really normal so i have decided to forget e feeling i had for him n move on.. n when deleting e msg i have still kept in my hp i was a bit cant bear to do it cos looking at those sms wif e words "TAKE CARE AR" is like my heart is pierce by something it may sound ridiculars but i really felt tt way.. MR.J thks for making my life more colorful jus by knowing you. You are a really great friend to have. Thinking back if i was more ladylike when i first met him would it turn out to be better.. Well who knows but i did try to be more ladylike or more depending to others when i was still in ITE cos many of my friends say i was so tomboy lolz.. but after 3 yrs of tryin i give up cos when i saw how my guys friend gf treats them or how some of e gals act like they are so "fragile" so tt e guys will always protect them but its like e guys will be very tired cos they always need to look out for them ya i know tt e guys are more than happy to protect e gals they like but i jus cant do it or rather i jus cant act like i was "fragile".. Still remember when i was in ITE 1ST yr i was like always crying in frnt of my friends cos if some conflickwif one n other n family then i was like kindda realise tt those who c me crying every now n then was like fustrated or wat ba.. N then i decided again tt i wont cry out in frnt of my friends again.. Lucky it was almost yr end so i wont be seeing them for a while .. N i manage to do it.. tt whole yr i really didnt cry in frnt of them again till when my grandma pass away but they oso didnt saw it la.. till now i'm still happy tt i did e action if not i dun tink i will have tis many great friends.. Sry MR.J my feelings for you wont take tt fast to be taken away.. so wish you all e best..( since i decided to post his "J" here of cos he wont c tis blog la n he oso didnt know bout my feelings so friends ur no need to guess who he is.. tata"

WATS WRONG??

2008-12-12T23:16:00.003+08:00

Tis few days i'm really not e old me that i use to be.. Especially when i'm alone duno y n for wat reason i cant smile, laugh, joke like the way i use to be.. Even till now i really duno y i turn out to be like tis.. It is still ok before my bday celebration but aft tt day it seems like something is wrong inside me.. Am i goin back to my old self when i was still in secondary?? Which i dun like?? I NEED TO GET BACK TO WAT I AM 4 YRS AGO!!! TTS E ME THAT I LIKE!! FASTER WAKE UP XIAOXIN!!

PIC UPLOADED!!

2008-12-12T16:21:00.002+08:00

Ok thks to MR SIWEI.. E pic tt he tok was finally uploaded after waitin so long.. lolz.. ok i know u busy hehe.. N ya if u wanna c e pic jus go to his blog n c la.. cos i damn lazy to copy e pic n blog it up lolz.. Bought e paint for my room n currently is paintin my room but need to wait for it to dry be4 i can start a second layer for it.. N thks to my bro who jus help painted 1 side n now is asleep.. dotz.. any1 free tml come help me la.. hehe.. kk gonna go liao.. take care every1!!! ciaossu...

Gud N Bad

2008-12-10T18:13:00.002+08:00

Damn piss off working wif some PRC. If u know wat is prc then gud if not find out urself.. Few days back while working one of tis PRC really really piss me off.. strat work at 3pm n then keep tokin to her friends in other row for a whole 2hrs damn it.. n oso lazy to work.. wat e hell.. company pay u to work not to chat ok.. N oso to some ppl pls dun tok like u know me REAL well.. Like u really know me from head to toe.. Ok sometime i like to say wanna find a rich guy n get married wif tt person n then say i'm vain... HELLO tis is jus a joke ok.. if you cant take it then jus get away..cant i imagine it?.. Damn it sia.. Even not all of my gud friends know me REAL well they oso nvr say like tt who are you to criticize me?? Ok tts e bad now for gud... I'm on my 6days off from tml onwards.. Yahoo!!!! So anybody wanna ask me out pls let me now in advance lolz.. but on fri n sat i'm not free cos gona re-paint my rm or if u wanna help me oso can cal me.. hehe.. ok tts all goin to have dinner liao n Mr Siwei faster upload e pics leh~~~~

PARTY!!

2008-12-07T13:50:00.019+08:00

AFTERNOON!! Every1....So damn tired today jus wake up nia.. lolz.. ok yesterday celebrate my21st bday in advance haha cos many of hem thought yesterday is my bday.. well guys my actual is on e 11dec ok.. haha.. ok to begin wif on e 5th i work 5.30-1pm then went out to buy my shoe for tt day wif koni n ended up hm at 3.. aft tt went to buy more food n drinkwz my mom n sis incase its not enough haha.. n then slp at 5 wake up at 7 cos goin to buy more things for it.. went to yishun then bout 1 hr ltr finished buying then went hm.. went to work at11 cos mid-nite shift 1-9am dotz.. so little slp sia.. lucky my team-mates husband came to frtch her so we (me n koni) tongbang her car back hm .. reach hm bout 9.30 then change our clothes n slp for a while wake up at 12pm then koni went to meet her friend n me went to meet wif sharon n gladys. n then went to cwp but sushi for my aunt n headed hm at 2pm. Had our lunch n then started for e deco n frying of food.. bout 5 kelly n clara came ordy lolz they are e first to reach n then follow by siwei. at 6 more of my friends are here n i was like so busy haha cos edwin n johnson oso reach by 7 ma so long nvr c them so was toking to them lo.. but sill many of my working friends cant make it.. sad man n oso 1 of my bro steven make a sudden appreance dotz.. cos he say he cant make it due examz.. haha but tink he wana give e surprise haha ok thks for tt man really happy tt u can come.... ok at 8 cut y bday cake cos kinda many need to go back n btw i nvr make any wishes tt day haha..gona make up on e 11th liao n oso tis yr i have receive e most bday present ever damn happy haha n many of them are body care product. Aft tt went out wif johnson n his gf edwin n his gf,siwei n christina to a pub n i was a bit drunk ogosh i really cant drink man haha really happy..Lucky Siwei drive us hm lolz thks man.. Ok here are e presents pic...

Oke rest of e pic is still in siwei cam n my sis cam.. will upload again when i get it. N last but not least tis is e 1 priceless thing i receive it n e sender is show luo!!!!Damn happy!!

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SHOPPING

2008-12-04T19:03:00.001+08:00

Well Well Well... Yesterday went out wif qiufeng to buy e things i needed for my bday. Met at 1.00pm as usual i was e 1 waiting for other person lolz... nvm la.. then went to bras bersha see but cant find e balloons then call linda n she told me raffles city have so went back thr n then she qiu feng came up wif so many weird ideas till i cant tahan her aft buying went to marina sq walk walk cos wanna buy a shirt or something for tt day haha.. but then too early we decided to go mac n head 1 funny news tt haappen 3 yrs ago n e person involved is my ex.. dotz damn funny when i heard it lolz.. ok aft tt went to look for shirt lo.. spend bout 3 hrs ba till i finally found 1 i like haha n left is e shoe le.. last day tml sia.. have to rush n then had our dinner at hk cafe n we parted bout 7.30pm ba.. haha had a fun day wif her sia.. really very long nvr c her liao still e same.. Now i settle my shirt, cakes, catering n left is e decor any 1 wanna help me wif it?? can call me tt day haha.. til then ciaossu....O btw friends remember to bring cam tt day k cos i'm open to all photo reqst tt dat haha n oso be prepared for a big shock ppl hehehe......

LINDA!!!

2008-12-01T00:04:00.003+08:00

Went to attend Linda Low my working friend from sats bday.. Reach thr bout 5.30pm wif koni n faezah was kindda warm thr.. then jus 3 of us thr tokin to ourselfs.. then bout 7++ more of our working friends came n e whole place was noisy haha.. n then was tokin bout my bday celebration on 6dec clara n kelly was like give me many many ldeas n really gud "ideas" like wearing cheongsum, or like 50s 60s themes wearing*-*... looks like they are more excited then me sia.. anyway aft singing bday songs for her; her friends really really did something nice for her tink like showing her clips in their laptop n oso sing a song only for her thought e song is jay chou song but they change the lyrics to a really really meaningful one even i heard it i oso wanna cry cos its really touching sia.. haha she really had many great friends.. ok for my bday settle my catering n now left is e decorations..Ok my hp is getting worst man.. really sld change it when i get my bonus so have to see see look look for new hp liao....

PRESENTS

2008-11-22T17:23:00.002+08:00

OK was thinking tt whether my my wish list is to little not lolz.. like i was goin to make all my friends bankrupt like tt if too many.. well but if u really duno wat to give me if u tink e list is too ex.. ok then u can jus give me wallet, bags, ear-rings, necklance, cosmetic products, body care items, or any things from swarovski or if really dunno wat suits me then jus an angbao will do.. hehe ya then i wil have extra cash to septn!! yipee!! But pls pls pls dun buy me any soft toys or dolls or any thing tt is too girly etc.. cos i really really vey very anti all those dolls n soft toys unless its doreamon but oso dun buy me any la cos my room no place to put too.. Oh ya... i wanted damn wanted to watch madagascar!!! but till now still cant find ppl to watch wif me sia... sad to tts e end of wat i wanted to say... ciaossu....

YOUNGER PHOTO

2008-11-20T19:37:00.003+08:00

Was browsing thru my younger days photo like i was bout 3 -4 yrs old ba.. haha damn young n found out tt i was kindda cute haha ok bhb but really ma... haha cute n innocent wahahah.. damn thick skin but come to think of it, i dun really have much or clear memory of my childhood days e only thing tt is clear is every festival my mom side relatives will gather n have bbq cos all stay at yishun haha n oso goin to temple which my dad was helping out wif.. ok can say most of e aunts n uncles at e temple really saw us till now.. haha n everytime they saw us will be sayin like "长大了" n oso "how old are you now" etc.. kindda miss those days at e temple cos me n my siblings will be playing wif e kids thr all sort of games like hop-scope, london-bridge, hide n seek etc n oso remember when i was younger my skin problem is really really really bad not like now tis gud.. ok maybe not like so many gals out thr e skin look so nice n fair.. but really better then last time.. N when young my mum will find all sort of ways to cure my skin problem "Eczema" tts e name of my skin problem. N since young i went through all sort of treatment like injection, bath in bitter ground water, drink chinese herb, apply white alcohol "white alcohol is some thing tt is use to kill bacteria not for drinkin" etc.. So tts y i dun fall sick easily as e chinese herb is oso helpin my immune system to be stronger n everytime when applying e white alcohol as it will be ppl helping me to apply n my mum will always by my side as i will really cried out damn loud haha.. cos painful ma. really have to thks my mum for all e hard work she help in finding e cure to my skin problems though it jus get better when i grow older but i tink if without those young treatment my immune system oso wont be strong. K thks mum.. haha ok 2 more weeks to my bday celebration hope all e ppl i invite will come n oso ya my grandma.. though u had left us for 3 yrs but i still remember u no matter wat.. Still remember when i was still young u always come over to our house to chat wif us n watch us grow up n oso how my mum always tell me to make a cup of milo without milk for you n tis special cup of milo i oso follow u drink really sry for not visiting you when u only left a few weeks.. really sry...hope u will be thr for me on my 21st bday~~

Some Random Thoughts

2008-11-16T02:52:00.005+08:00

Supposed all ppl living in singapore knows bout the man committed suicide by jumping to e white tiger exhibition. If you dun then well nth to say.. Ok wat i was tinkin bout it is tt well first y he wanted to committ suicide thr sia?? Somemore so many ppl saw it n "live" somemore. To me suicide is like a act of running away from problems like school,family,money,BGR,friends etc... I mean thr are ways to solve things rite thr wont be a dead end to all of the things tt happen to u. Like e man case, bitten to dead by e white tigers but dunno how many of ur knows tt actually they wanted to inject e Anaesthetic to e tigers but it might make e tigers more agitated n e man might suffer more in e end they jus deploy some shooter to put e tigers to sleep = kill them. Wat was lucky is tt when e shooter came e tigers had ordy let go of e man n went to their cage or feeding area so tts y they nvr kill e tigers. Imagine if e tiger still didnt let go of e man wast wld happen? All 3 of the tigers will be shot to dead but is it e tigers fault?? No i dun tink so they are acting wat they sld be somemore its e man who went down n get e attention of e tigers u might think tt i'm being sarcastic cos its not any1 i know tt is doin this but if u wanna die go die else whr dun involve other ppl or things in cos those ppl or animals tt is being drag in is really innocent Imagine if u comitte suicide by lettin a car run over u wat will happen to e car driver?? Obviously other ppl will think tt it's e driver fault n ur family oso will blame e driver but did they know tt actually it's u who wanted to be run over?? N also suicide commited due to peer pressure, like ppl are smoking, scrabbling on walls table etc, getting fight for nth, stealing things etc all due to peer pressure cos all e most of ur so called "friends" are doing it so u also do cos if u didnt follow them they wont treat u as "1" of them.. Or you are thinkin tt since my friends did it so many times didnt get caught u also wont? Well all tis is BULLSHIT....N aft tt u get caught for all e things n involve them then they all started blaming u that y u get caught n also drag them down n in class or school ppl will started treatin u badly n everyday e same things happen ppl badmouth u, talk behind ur back u cant take it then commite suicide. Well aft committed suicude wat will those "friends" think? Most probably they wil say i didnt tell him/her to committed suicide n aft e years they wont even remember you so wats e use of followin those "friends" trend. N some is due to studies like classmates are getting better result then u but in class they nvr study hard enough then you n so u think u are more lousy then them. Ok for tis some ppl i can only say they are talented maybe in tis area u are not talent but in others area u are Definitely better then them so dun tink tt if u are not gud in studys means u are not gud in everything. Some also due to parents, family. Parents in singapore 80% of e them wanted their kids to score damn well in all their exam like u muz score 90/100 in all e test ok first of all i wanna ask e parents do u tink now being students is eazy? I mean e subject is getting more more n more difficult now n also do u always get such a high marks in every test?? N i mean EVERY test from kindergarden till secondary?? Well tts up to you to think. Also wat the hell do u wan ur kids to get such a high marks in primary till sec 2?? i mean tt few years is e only years they can really enjoy being a child cos primay school is jus a learning experience for them to know wat is the subject n wat subject they like so tt in e future they can find a job that they really like n secondary is e days for them to know was is e meaning of life like getting involve in BGR, knowing many friends be it bad or gud cos all tis is really up to them to notice n take charge of. Ok back to topic wel like i say so wat if they get high marks?? For u to showoff to others parents tt ur kid/ child is clever?? N if you pressure them too much n they comitte suicide n u wil be starting to say "If i know i will never push him/her so much" Or "If i know i will let her enjoy being a student" HELLO~~~~ Wats e use of saying all these crap aft losing ur child?? Like if u know this u wont do tt... OMG .. To a child wats important is CHILDHOOD as tis is only once in a lifetime once they miss it then tts it.. It wont return again. N also image like sch hols other kids are playing enjoying themself n ur child is stuck at hm will tons of assignment to finished do you tink ur child will be feeling happy?? TT's y i'm greatful tt my parents aren't like e rest as long as i pass my exam they are happy for me.. Not tt they dun care bout my future but from wat i look at is tt they wanted me to enjoy my childhood days so tt they or myself wont live to regret it. N somemore if ur child follows watever u say n in e end it turns out bad for e child whos is it to blame?? E child or e parents?? So in e future when ur child is turning to a young adult like 17 - 19 yrs old let them have their own thinking, Let them choose wat they really like or want in their lives but oso let them know tt be it failure or success tt is their choice but i'm not tellin e kids or child not ot listen to their parents cos bein a parent is also n tiring things as they really have to worried for u till they pass away.. Now it's e BGR things.. Be it guys or gals kindda few of them comitte suicide due to they bf / gf Abandonment , break off etc u cant take it then comitte suicide. Tis is e most foolish things of all.. I mean for wats e purpose if ur bf / gf break off wif u n u startin Threating to die in front of him / her if him / her dosent return back to you?? Well from my views if any1 of my friends did tis act i will slap him or her hard in e face n ask them to wake up cos if you did tis ur ex wont return back to you some more will tink u are insane n wil not kepp in contact wif you.. N tts so many guys n gals out thr for you to choose who knows e next 1 u met will be better than ur ex.. Make them regret by finding a better person or make ur life better. make them think tt its their loss for not choosing you n not losing ur live cos they wont remember u in few yrs later..If it was my friend who comitte suicide due to BGR i will surely scold him or her even if it was at e funeral cos it make me really angry tt y didnt she or he turn to us friends when tis thing happen?? Money issue ppl own bank money, loan sharks money or even friends money. Ok for loan sharks i dunno how ur wanna repay them but in e first place y do u wanna borrow money from them first since u know e risk?? Crazy rite n in e end u cant return them n they keep pressing you for money u cant take in n jus go n die.. N if you a family wat will happen to ur family?? Ur wife or husband will have to re-pay all ur bad dept.. N bank ok if u own e bank money jus declare bankrupt. N go to e MOM ask them for help find u any jobs n jus get ur butt into e jobs n work to repay ur depts cos many of them will tink tt i use to be a manager la ceo la supervisor la so e next job i oso muz get tis same title or my old pay is $1800+++ so mine next job oso muz be tt high come on la in singapore out of 50 compaines i tink only 2-3 will recuit new staff wif tt high of pay or title be happy tt u got a job n if u have familys to feed wat will happen to them? By e time u get to e job u like wif e pay tt high or tt title u like they will stave to dead liao.. Ok well tts jus some random thoughts for wat i think no offence to any1 but jus treasure everything u have now.. Ok i'm working 3pm - 12 mn ltr any 1 wanna give me a ride hm??

TO MY FRIENDS

2008-11-14T01:18:00.003+08:00

Came across tis songs when i was browsing thru imeem... N e lyrics was kindda meaningful so here's to all my friends~~~

SOMETHING BOUT HEAVEN

When I'm walkin' by myself
Along the path that I should follow
I can see one reason why
I'm happy I can face tomorrow
No ones gonna change my mind
I'm gonna let my spirits climb
As high as I can go I feel this way because I know

There's something 'bout heaven
That brings you down to Earth
Here in the moment with chapter and verse
Oh we talk about living life for all it's worth
It's heaven on Earth sharing my life with you

Suddenly I'm in a place
I've never been and see no danger
All you said was walk with me
And you will never be a stranger
All the world is here for me
I opened up my eyes to see it
That's the way I see it
And its all because of you

Oh there's something 'bout heaven
That brings you down to Earth
Here in the moment with chapter and verse
Oh we talk about livin' life for all its worth
It's heaven on Earth sharing my life with you

Oh it's heaven on Earth (on Earth)
Sharing my life with you

I am free cause I can see so far beyond the here and now
Knowing heaven waits for me just clears it up for me somehow
Everything I see and hear with everything you touch it's clear
You are with me everywhere you never let me down

Cause there's something bout heaven
That brings you down to Earth
Here in the moment with chapter and verse
Oh it's all about living life for all its worth
It's heaven on Earth sharing my life with you

Oh there's something 'bout heaven
Oh here in the moment

WATEVER

2008-11-13T15:27:00.002+08:00

Ok yesterday was my 1am - 9am shift n e day before i slp at 4pm till 9pm.. dotz was still tired after waking up then left my house for work at 11pm.. work was gud yesterday n aft tt had to go orchard to settle thngs n drag thr till 3++ sian.. cos i thought it will end at 1 then i can go for my hair cut but... anyway go hm first to put my bags n my working clothes at tt went to my cousin place for my hair cut~~~ it was nice haha... n then met up wif leekho, ivy lee xue ling n gilbert as ti was ivy bday went back to orchard but raining sia.. so aft our dinner went over to marina sq k-box.. well didnt know tt leekho voice was tt nice man.. haha of all e guys i went to k wif he's e first tt e voice is gud.. haha.. i mean he is more better than e other friends.. next time muz go wif them again...

KONI!!!!

2008-11-11T15:08:00.002+08:00

Well tis morning was on da way to work n receive a gud news~~~~ Is tt some1 is gonna buy me e fossil watch tt i wanted!!!! haha n it's KONI!!! well she's e 1 tt really really a great sister i had haha.. work or outside we will really tok alotz n share things great to know her at work.. haha ok well anyway as i was on e company transport she msg me saying tt e watch on my wishlist is very nice so i say "of cos la i like de ma" haha then aft tt was tokin bout e watch n i know tt she is goin to get it for me.. haha.. in e end she say like tt no surprise liao haha.. Well koni cos my EQ is higher ma so i know wat u tinking wahahah... anyway really thks for e thought n e watch is oso damn ex sia.. haha.. but u dun surprise me wif any similar watch tt u gonna buy in bugis street ok!!! N today n work was damn damn piss off wif e management.. well in e morning many staff but aft 10 left only bout 8 -10 which is not enough for sq economy -_-" then i actually was finishing work at 1300hrs but due to no staff n oso only 2 staff was at row 9 internet check-in ctr me n my friend n both of us end at 1300hrs we are damn tired sia.. but till 1245 still no staff then went to inform e duty manager cos at ctr we can leave 15-20 mins earlier but due no staff both of us have to leave e ctr at 1300hrs n oso i'm starting work tonight 1am!!! OMG ok gonna end here n catch some slp liao.. take care every1~~~

Re-organised

2008-11-08T21:14:00.002+08:00

Well last few days was off so did some re-organized wif my room.. hehe move e "family com" from my sis room to my room n so need to move some furniture to make my room look bigger hehe.. N it's 1 more mth to my bday celebration!! Yea!!! Cant wait sia.. but some of my friends still like cant make it.. omg... lets hope all my ite friends can come lo.. haha 21st!!! ok gonna catch some movies next week on my off days.. Hm.. wanna watch madagascar 2 n oso coffin. Still waiting for e ice age.. ok gonna slp ordy workin mornin tml.. dotz... till then take care~~~

Test

2008-11-03T21:12:00.003+08:00

Well Due to my bday is jus next mth so tis test is specially done to let more friends to know me... Lolz... Ok so see how well u REALLY know me.. If you are free friends pls go do it la.. haha.. so tt u can know wat to give me for my bday..Although not all is bout wat to buy for me la but still hehehe gud luck....

NANANANA

2008-11-02T02:30:00.004+08:00

Well jus return back from jimmy bday chalet n damn long nvr saw steven n chris liao.. haha saw them so happy tog i oso happy for them.. well they nvr change too much sia.. still e same 1 i know 3yrs ago.. well so fast time flies.. its 3 yrs ordy since i grad from ite.. really miss ite life.. Still remember e first time i went to my class.. haha look around all those n my class many guys n all are ah beng looks n tt time i still e timid gal so damn scared to know them but e second day christine turn up n she is e gal i first know in class n we are in e com rm n we are jus seatin behind steven haha then chris n me was like so scared cos steven was really ah beng look then.. But still chris was like pluck up her courage n like ask steven tt wat was his name n like since same class muz get to know one another.. haha.. N all those time in e com lesson playing cs n i always gana "ciam" by them, n also skip lesson play b-ball, go to e theater to sing songs n watch movie always went sch late n left early haha due working, oso tok back to our teacher, always make fun of beng foong, exam always copy others 1, n also always go alpha zone.. N get to know more friends thr.. Tis all will always be in my mind sia.. really miss e life.. n also at chalet play big 2 n e loser had to choose truth or dare.. n found out something tt makes me tink diffferently of chris.. N also they 2 knows bout who i like haha.. well dunno y so long nvr saw them but i still trust them... Letting them know who is e guy is..... not a bad thing afterall. haha ok will try to meet them out again!!! N also my bday will be held in my house void deck on e 6 dec will inform ur guys again my add.. well till then take care every1!!!

alike

2008-10-30T21:01:00.002+08:00

Well Jus saw e "Million Star 3" programme n saw tis guy tt look alike wif show OMG....

work

2008-10-25T02:02:00.003+08:00

Well jus reach hm botu 1.30am from work.. today was damn busy dunnpo y so many ppl goin overseas.. n so little staff aft my break form 8-9 when return to e ctr e que was damn long... n did my very best to check in fast n somemore use my fast pace to check in but~~~ everytime when i see e que it was like not moving at all!!! Dotz.. n oso really piss off wif some passenger.. wat e hell do they tink tt they can jus que up at our ctr (as economy row they have que lines) jus right in front of us when actually we got a que line n e line is damn pack wif ppl n they still can ask i did internet checkin can i drop my bags here?? as i was in r4 tts for internet checkin.. are they blind or act blur?? cant they see we are getting ppl from tt que line n oso cant they see tt they are ppl queing?? OMG... well tt marks e end of today.. wanna catch kindda few show.. The coffin, Madagascar n ice age haha any1 wanna go watch either 1?? call me or msg me haha k goin slp ordy nite!!!!

TEST!!

2008-10-22T20:27:00.004+08:00

Well didnt know tt my english was tis gud haha (thick skin) till i did tis test n heres e link
http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-commonly-confused-words-test

Your result for The Commonly Confused Words Test ...

Intermediate

You scored 79% Beginner, 93% Intermediate, 60% Advanced, and 60% Expert!

You have a good understanding of beginner and intermediate level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of the beginner and intermediate level questions correct. This is a good score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got a respectable score.

Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it!

warrior orochi

2008-10-21T19:33:00.001+08:00

WARRIOR OROCHI!!!!! Well damn into tis game now came thru tis game by my bro psp. A game wif action, adventure, hardcore and strategy. Got quite a few round to clear e lesser e round left e harder it gets.

CONTACT

2008-10-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

Its been quite a while since we ctc each other. Jus tt he msg me ask me got any gud nite msg not.. haha then at work was kindda bored n msg him. Took him kinda long to reply haha cos he still in camp n bookin out today. Was having kinda long conversation thru sms. From PIE till i reach hm if not wrg tis was e longest conversaton we had gud gud gud.. ok was browsing thru friendster n found some shocking things well as predicted ba.. N i as so damn into psp sia.. keep taking my bros to play haha cos out "family" com spoilt!!! damn it sia.. so now using my bros lappy ok tis mth pay was so so have to make ends meet man n oso savin up for taipei trip on 2009 oso my bday celebration.. gona go broke sooner or later n oso damn in to naruto shippuden... it was getting nicer well cant wait for e anime to start was watching manga really gud!!!

video

2008-10-16T10:27:00.001+08:00

song

2008-10-16T10:09:00.002+08:00

When i first heard tis song really drive me to tears. It was so real life e songs if u guys know it was sang by kang kang n in e starting n near to e ending was some "o.s" by his ex gf (her real feelings). Tis song really will make me tears :

这次妳真的要离开了
妳决定这样放手
放在心里的一些回忆　
妳说妳不再提起
我们的爱无法继续　
有人慢慢的将我代替
代替我给妳幸福快乐　
我舍不得又能如何
我们的爱走到谷底　
没关系我会好好的
我会彻底的选择逃避　
忘记妳谈何容易
我和妳还是站在原地　
我听见哭泣的妳
我已经尽了最大努力　
妳说妳不再考虑
我们的爱无法继续　
有人慢慢的将我代替
代替我给妳幸福快乐　
我舍不得又能如何
我们的爱走到谷底　
没关系我会好好的
我会彻底的选择逃避　
忘记妳谈何容易
我们的爱走到谷底　
没关系我会好好的
我会彻底的选择逃避　
忘记妳谈何容易
我和妳还是站在原地　
我听见哭泣的妳
我已经尽了最大努力　
这次妳真的离开了

Pic

2008-10-10T22:08:00.005+08:00

Ok here's e pic tt was taken at my bro bday..
Ok i look damn ugly sia.. haha nvm now lets intro ur to my family members~~

Bday

2008-10-09T23:22:00.004+08:00

Well today end work at 9am. Actually was working 1am to 9am so really didnt had enough slp, end work reach hm bout 10.20am. Slack at hm bout 2hrs then went to sentosa wif pei hun n queenie. Well both of them didnt wanna get tan skin so i went walkin by e sea haha stay bout 1 hr at e beach then went to e image of singapore first time i took so many pic wif my friends haha n i was dress so shabbily well who cares. Hang bout 1hr30min in e image of sin n went over to my bro 18th bday haha.. really cant find e place e taxi driver was goin like round n round finally found it n my familys are not thr yet well nvm at least i know some of his friend aft like 8plus they reach finally bought a cake for him n lucky it was enough for all of them if not paisei sia.. will u/l e pic once i get them.. hmm n guess wat they got for my bro?? A PSP!! ya damn envious sia.. haha.. well nvm la.. was actually tinking how many kgs cake sld i buy haha cos still dunno who will be comin tink 3kgs ba .. really hope all tt i invite will come then will have more fun!!!

Long time no see

2008-10-06T15:23:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to attend huan da 21st chalet well off work at 4.30 pm then take train to pasir ris.. actually meeting david at 5 to buy present for ah da but last min he cant make it so nvm lo.. haha went to white sand walk walk see see.. then bought his present then take bus to costa sand.. was walkin to e traffic light saw johnson n siwei.. well really damn long nvr saw them liao haha very happy cos dunno who will be at ah da chalet so really happy to see them.. then they wanna go for pool first then go wif them lo.. cos go early oso nth to do.. reach e chalet bout 7+ then we three was like so lonely cos all thr de we all dunno 1. so we 3 crap among ourself lo.. really happy ot c them la.. but tt johnson first thing say bout me is i grow fatter liao.. haha ya lo really muz go on diet liao n exercise!!!! N siwei didnt know tt he like to take photograph n oso play gituar haha mux intro him to my sis n bro cos 1 like photograph n e other is learning guitar haha k ending here liao tis week my bro bday sian"-_-" so many ppl bday goin broke le.. n ya ppl if i had told u earlier bout my 21bday chalet it will be forfeited due e date i wan n e chalet is all booked ordy but i will still be having buffet at my house will have singing session n majiong haha if wan basketball or badminton oso can.. let me know.. haha n ya my mum is singing k now in e house so ur guys sld know y i like k so much +-_-+ haha buai~~~

Week

2008-10-04T22:11:00.003+08:00

Well had been damn busy tis week at work.. dunno y so many passenger tis week.. was working like hell.. but then again ok la.. jus met 1 f**king passenger damn piss off if it was mine last day at work cfm will let him lose face sia.. anyway enough of it.. well tis week 1 of our family cat pass away e 3rd to go in our house but tis 1 is very healthy but e first to go among his 3 bro.. kindda sad though not really pamper the cat.. well thats life.. N today went out wif queenie to marine square aft havin our lunch n dunno whr to head off to we decided to watch "CONNECTED". A nice film as e story was not draggy it jus happen so fast tt u cant even realise that they had went straight to e story. Muz really say Barbie Hsu acting skill is really good, e file consist of comedy,trilling n touching though e touching part is jus a small part but still nice rate it 3.5/5 muz go watch it k ending here needa work tml AGAIN~~

射手座

2008-09-27T03:44:00.001+08:00

射手座

射手座的女生通常會吸引很多異性追求，但是射手女的頭腦太清楚了，她會不敢去愛，於是就會跟很多人保持哥兒們的關係，跟所有異性都保持安全距離.

射手座的人，是屬於那種自己覺得自己很聰明，可是他講話太直了，然後常常不自覺的刺到別人，有一點像是處女座，在人際關係上，都會做的事情是一樣，但是射手座又更讓人家覺得不能忍受一點，而且射手座常常在忙自己要忙的事，譬如他會告訴你，他不出國唸書，他想要去工作，然後賺那一點錢的原因是，他要磨練自己的心智，這樣的人職場態度會有一點問題。

射手座也是一個開朗大方，像太陽般快樂的星座，所以受到的注目一定不會少啦！通常只要射手保持良好的笑容，和天生的幽默感，朋友就會蜂湧而至！

男孩系：天蠍座、射手座。
這兩個星座的男生喜歡有個性的女生，太典型的女生化，對她而言不但沒有挑戰性，而且會太過嬌柔，那些甚至會跟他嗆聲的女生，才會獲得他們的欣賞。

射手座的女丑是走歐巴桑的路線，她具有歐巴桑的氣質，非常的親切，走平民路線，更重要的是她會開自己玩笑，她的女丑性格在跟一般朋友相處或者菜市場裡面特別能發揮，她的搞笑很可愛不做作很真實。

出了名的樂天派，天塌下來都不會怕，精彩的夜生活讓她們開心還來不及，叫她哭什麼？正好碰上幾個壞人，享受一下刺激的快感，這才叫生活，這才叫人生，怎麼會輕易就讓自己哭呢？就算她哭，也是裝的。

射手座的人他就是太撐了，他甚至寧可不要愛，他也不要留任何話柄讓人家說他不好，或說他不優秀，所以就算他知道自己選錯了，他很後悔，但是他也會在心裡告訴自己，要用智慧去轉化它，很多射手座就會把它視為一種考驗，或把它視為是一種激勵自己成長的動力，很多射手座就把苦果默默給吞了，對外還要宣稱，其實自己過得還滿好的，其實這段關係，會走成這樣，都是自己的錯，總之會有一肩扛的態度，莫名其妙到一個不行，很多射手座的人，其實自己過得非常壓縮，非常地辛苦，然後又傾向，把歡樂帶給大家，把痛苦留給自己。

射手座女生個性很直接又不拘小節，對於一些雙關語或拐彎沒角的話聽不大懂，即使聽的懂，她反而會很看不起對方，射手女認為，喜歡她想要追求的話就直接講，何必用一些肉麻的話來表達，這反而讓她認為對方沒有男子氣概而生輕視之心。

你的白馬王子是一個充滿熱情和冒險心強的人，他對戀愛、對生活也充滿著活力。因為你是個做事全力以赴的人，加上你的個性自由奔放、熱情洋溢，所以不盡力做事的人，絕對不能得到你的芳心。

射手座的女生性格很酷，個性非常獨立，對男生不假詞色，讓男生覺得很難追，再加上射手女常常會故意刁難男生，反而激起男生想挑戰的欲望，認為這麼難追的女生如果可以追的上手的話，代表自己很厲害。

屁後的反應^^"
完全不掩修飾的說，剛剛的屁．．．我放的！還會開玩笑的說，別在意！

射手座們對於整這個字根本早就融化在他們的血液裡，他們只要有一口氣在，絕對不會停止這項對他僅次於吃飯睡覺的活動。整他們有個要訣，就是要讓他們覺得你是個老實人，很容易騙；只要他們相信你這部份的特質，就很容易整到他們，因為他們判斷事物常帶著先入為主的觀念，很容易因為這樣而判斷錯誤。所以要整他們得要有相當大的覺悟，不要整得太嚴重，他們可是會因為這樣而不太相信你喔！

Sag

2008-09-23T23:37:00.005+08:00

SAGITTARIUS
THE Zodiacal Sign of Sagittarius commences on November 21st, but for seven days it does not come into its full power until on or about November 2Stfi. From this date onwards it is in full power until December 20th, and is then for seven days gradually losing its strength on account of being overlapped by the incoming Sign Capricorn.

The symbols for Sagittarius are the hunter and the centaur, a mythical half-man, half-horse. This sign symbolizes the search for wisdom; this is the sign of the philosopher and the explorer. They have an appetite for learning and travel.

Such people prefer to be footloose and fancy free, however should they become involved in a relationship they make it as enjoyable and as much fun as possible. Normally they are very gregarious, but they will be glad to find the time for that special relationship.

They concentrate all their attention on whatever they are doing at the moment, and seem to see no other way but theirs until their effort is made.

They are often the great workers; such people never seem to tire until they drop with fatigue. They would rather learn on their own, through travel and experience, than endure structured classroom environments and routine work assignments.

These people are usually successful in business, but never feel themselves confined to any one line. They follow the rule if they have been successful in some one thing there is no reason whatever that they must follow it through life.

To have an open minded and intellectual curiosity means that these people are willing to learn about other people in an effort to understand them, while being trusting and open. High spirited and congenial, they are a gifted conversationalist, a wonderful storyteller, and a born entertainer.

Nearly all of them are devoted to music. They often make brilliant musicians. It is also writing, publishing, TV, communications and enterprises where there are many representatives of this sign.

These people are, however, inclined to go to extremes in all things, and make sudden decisions, or change their minds rapidly, for which they may have regrets, but they are too proud to acknowledge their error.

One of their great difficulties lies within relationships. They are completely able to be faithful to two people at once.

The men of this Sign nearly always marry on impulse and regret it afterwards, but they are too proud to show their regrets and too conventional to appeal to the courts for assistance, so they often pass for models of married happiness even when they are the most wretched. The women born in this Sign are, as a rule, the nobler of the two; they love to make their husbands successful and will sacrifice everything to that end. They are usually great church-goers. On the other hand both men and women when they settle down they usually treat themselves strictly. They refuse to let the relationship get stale and always look for ways to bring excitement into the union.

Such people, in general, are representatives both beginnings: strength, because it is a survival mechanism and a weakness because are vulnerable to the demands and influence of others. Frank Sagittarius does not hesitate to give an honest opinion, which can seem tactless.

They venerate law and order and make the best of mothers. People born in this period, even when successful, should never cease to be actively employed inactivity for them would mean despondency and an early decay.

Sagittarius - The Sign of the Centaur

In the Sagittarius' character there are combined such qualities as reliance, affability and courtesy. People who were born under this sign come along with the people easily, but it is much more difficult for them to become close friends.They do it very very cautiously. The Sagittarius usually loves sports, nature, traveling , to learn and to win . The Sagittarius likes all doing in the company surrounded by close people. His mind and body are both requiring constant intellectual, emotional and physical loading.

Friends

They are the nicest friends in the zodiac. These people are not a meet-for-coffee friend. They are doers and they make the best travel companions. Their most lasting unions and friendships would be made with people born from March 21 to April 19-26, and July 21 to August 20-27, or in their own period.

Health

They will be more inclined to suffer from rheumatism than from any other disease, also from a delicacy of the throat and lungs, and skin troubles. Physical problems, however, are apt to be the result of unrestricted diet or an over-indulgent pursuit of other pleasures. Sagittarians are also subject to an overpowering urge to gamble, which can be ruinous for some. They also, especially in their latter years, suffer from the nervous system.

Color

Their most suitable colors are all shades of violet and mauve and violet-purple.

Stones

Their most favorable stones are amethysts and sapphires.

Chalet

2008-09-23T20:16:00.004+08:00

Well Well Well, jus return back from e chalet.. haha quite ermm happy ya.. jus some re-cap.. day 1 meet wif sharon n steven first .. aft tt watch movie n went to bbq chicken to eat.. not bad.. like e food thr.. aft tt steven friend come join us n aft eating went to buy those bbq stuff at e!hub well really nth much to shop thr la.. haha.. ok aft buyin at e!hub went back to chalet stay bout 1hr or so watch movie again, aft tt went to tampinese mall n century sq to buy e rest of e stuff ya cos 3 of us nia nth to do at e chalet oso.. aft tt sharon went to look for her friend n left me n steven only.. went back to chalet put those things down n aft tt went to e beach to walk walk.. Was walkin aimlessly thr n when decided to go back to e chalet did a u-turn n saw a meteor!! haha first time saw it.. haha hmm ok la but too many tree ahead if not more nice.. aft tt went back to e!hub walk walk while waitin for sharon to come back. She reach thr bout 12mn.. haha cinderella sia she.. ok then went back to chalet watch movie again then me n steven was tired ordy wanna slp but since shaon was afraid of dark we left e lights on but we 2 cant slp due to e lights dotz.. then bout 2 plus i guess while sharon went to e washroom i off e lights haha cos its too bright!! then it sharted to rain n she was damn scared n slp damn near to me dotz.. ok nvm finally fall alsp. day 2.. wake at 10 plus went to mac eat n aft tt went bowling 3 of us.. haha me score e highest 112 i guess aft tt jimmy they all reach le.. n e room was full of laughter n noise. much better then day 1.. haha.. aft tt we all went to e!hub again to zone x play e b-ball machine all tt.. bout 4.30 went back to chalet start bbq then 5+ jeff reach then all was chatting outside n eating too.. quite long nvr meet up ordy they have so many things to chat haha.. then around 8 danny reach le.. finally saw him back to his old self gud.. then i accompany jeff to watercross thr cos he was goin to celebrated his 21st thr wif his friends.. but i nvr thought tt it was tt longgggg walk haha.. nvm la cos nvr exercise n so long nvr saw him so its alright.. bout 45 mins walk ba back n forth.. hm watercross nice ambience haha.. then aft tt walk back again n tis time saw a bat haha.. so funny sia.. aft tt bout 10+ jimmy xian zheng dom wilson all went hm.. tink they find it boring thr ba.. haha guess so cos nth for all of us to do ma.. aft tt left 5 of us.. went to e!hub again was tinking how many trips i went thr since day1.. hmmm. nvm aft tt hang at thr bout 10 mins then went back to chalet then play uno n poker.. n all of us was laughin like crazy.. haha.. hmm.. aft tt all slp at 2+ cos some drink liquor n some felt slpy.. haha... day 3. jeff went back bout 7am i guess.. aft tt i slp till 9+ damn tired.. then pack up n ready to go hm.. reach hm bout 11+ n slp then have to plan for mine 21st ordy chalet will be at nsrcc cos thr can sing songs haha. bring own cds thr.. date will inform again la.. hope tis time will be fun..

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